This time

#33

I wanted to die again and again this sucks and I had to be there to see it I wish I could undo all of this I wonder if that is even possible turn me Alive again and Finn and Quinn I wish I could fix it just one wish but it won't happen now we are all stuck up here
I was sitting in the corner thinking this then Finn came over and sat down by me
"Leave me alone Finn" I said and turned away from him
"Come on Sam" he said
"I said leave me alone" I yelled turning back to him I felt my eyes turn Black I looked at Finn shocked then looked down blinked and then looked back up when my eyes were back to normal
"I sorry Finn" I said
"You're stressed" he said
"No you don't get it Finn" I said
"Stop saying that I know you just loss Quinn and you and Quinn and best friends now your scared of losing more of them I know what that's like" he yelled
"How" I asked
"I lost you and Quinn" he said
"Are you scared" I asked
"Yeah I'm scared that the next morning I'll wake up and see Kurt and Rachel standing next to me" he said
"But don't you want that then you'll be with them" I asked
"I would never take there lives just because I want them here" Finn said
"I want Rachel here" I said
"So do I but we have to wait" he said
"I can't do this anymore I need to leave I need to go back to life there needs to be away" I said getting up
"There is no way" Finn said getting up
"I wish there was" I said just then I blacked out and fell into Finns arms not knowing what was happening