I've been gone for nearly 2 months, I've been MIA from wattpad so I wanted to update you guys on what's happening with me.
The time I left my story was when I was in a darker place, a darker time in my life. My aunt and grandmother have both passed within months between them, adding to that the depression I've dealt with ever since I was in middle school. It was one of the hardest times in my life that I felt I couldn't live like this anymore. I couldn't handle everything all at once.
Although how cliche and overrated it is, people don't realize how hard it is not to try to harm or even end your life. People think that you're saying that to get attention, or you're just trying to be "emo". Most people don't realize that emotionally distressed people have those thoughts at least 3 times a day and that is in no way a joke or an act to gain attention.
On a lighter note, I have met with a few psychiatrists that I liked and I have weekly sessions with them. I can honestly say that I feel some of the weight on chest leave and being replaced with new memories that I try to create everyday with continuous positivity.
I had to get a mammogram 3 weeks ago because I was experiencing pain in my right chest and bruising on both. Luckily it wasn't anything serious, I just have extremely sensitive boobs and I shouldnt wear anymore tight bras hahaha.
With all that being said, I missed you guys and this story soooo much. As promised, I shall be editing the last part soon. So worry no more my friends, super woman is back. Lol I wish. 😂💓
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BBG • Anthony Davis• (ON HOLD)
FanfictionTrue beauty comes from the soul to change yourself, and to conform to anyone else's standards of beauty, is to change your essence, own who you are, and you become a truly powerful woman.
