We're Forbidden, My Love

The Body

I am Zee, a seventeen year old girl with a million thoughts. I have been in a relationship back then. Relationship from the past. He's lovely, cool, caring, a warm-hearted yet a short tempered person. He always feels paranoid, he's a good friend, a loving boyfriend and a damn hot guy.

What I love about him? He is an over protective boyfriend, when someone is looking at me, he'll going to bring me beside him and look at that someone as if he will gonna chopped its flesh. He is so caring, when I have a problem, he will never stop asking me "what was wrong?" , "are you okay?", "fuck! Tell me what's bothering you?" and such.

He's my superman, when someone is getting into my nerves he's behind my back, supporting me, but sometimes he'll handle it all by himself. He jealous a lot, when someone caught my attention when I'm with him, name it, world war III, when someone is chatting me, he'll going to ask me a not-so-few questions but plenty like "who's this?", "who's that?", "who the shit is this to ask you if you already eaten your lunch?, dinner?", why are you having a convoy with this boy?", "block him", and many more.

But he have a lot of bad habits. Smoking, drinking and such. He smokes more than 10 times a day, 7 in a row, he drinks a lot. He hate it, when a person looks at him, he'll gonna kill with a glare. He cusses a lot, every sentence, every phrase, every word. He holds his time like there's turning back. He always cut class. He fights everyone when he's irritated, note: everyone, even a student, teacher, head, vendor and what so ever. 

Most of the people sees him as a bad person, why? Because they have never been saw what his real personality is, what's his background, what he feels, what he experienced and what he really is.

Let me tell you, he is one of the most amazing boy I have ever known. He's a warm hearted one, he always bothering by his conscience. He is a loving boyfriend, he will surely treat you as his girlfriend, he'll let you feel that you're so important to him, he value you, he cherished you, he adores you, he always make sure that you're safe. He'll not be contented if you're not going to text him if you already got home.

But then, like what I've said before, it's me and him against the world.

What I hate about him?

He is weak.