You're Priceless

Remember Me When I'm Gone

[Hey guys! Amy here (KawaiiPanda720 ) and I'm back again with chapter 2 of "Your Priceless". Yeah, two chapters in one day! WOO HOO XD!]

[I don't want to blabber on too much...so I'm just going to get into this chapter. Let's goooooo!]

I squinted my misty eyes and sat up, to wake up from that horrifying nightmare yesterday, I look across the bedroom that I am currently laying down in, I look at the door of my bedroom, that leads to the stairs, it's wide open. I flinch my head back and rub my eyes with my hands, everything goes clear. I look at the wide open door again, and frown, I shrug it off, it's probably just a breeze from the wind.

I feel something on my stomach, wrapping it's muscular figure around me, I look down scared, surprised to see that it is only my boyfriend Nick's arm. "You ok from last night? He asked. He knew that it was worrying me, I mean, if you'd seen your boyfriend committing suicide in the bathtub during a nightmare, that would scare the shit out of you, wouldn't it? I don't want to speak, I'm too tired, so I just nod my head. "Want to talk about it?" He asks again.
"No. I'm ok" I reply quietly
"Ok" he says smiling. It's wonderful how such a handsome man, can look that amazing as soon as he wakes up. I can't help but smile back. He hypnotises me with his smile, forcing me to smile back, you can't resist smiling, it's kind of like a sudden urge too. He sits up next to me, studying me. Not in a creepy way, but more of a fascinating way.. as if he looks fascinated, by who? Me? I don't see what he finds in me, I'm just 'some girl.' That's what I love about him, he always finds a way to make me smile, or laugh. He comforts me when I am down. If I cannot sleep then he cannot sleep. He makes me feel protected, safe, that's what I love about him. 

Every night, before I go to sleep I think.. think about what would happen if one of us went away, forever, froze in time, died! Would he remember me when I'm gone? I don't want to ask him, not only will it make the mood depressing, but I dread to know the answer. What happens if he says the answer I don't want him to say, no? Then I usually end up having them realistic nightmares, the thought of him dying, kills me inside. We are going to die one day, everyone is, I just hope I can die with him, him by my side, holding my hands, wrapping his strong muscular arms around my waist. As I go, I want him to kiss me slowly, my last words would be, "remember me when I'm gone." Then I'd fade away, my breath silent, my body starting to go cold and decay. But I hide my pain, my fears and thoughts. That's what could be better in our relationship, I wish I could open up more, but I can't find the strength within me to do so, it's too hard. Instead, I smile, laugh, their not fake, but their sometimes not entirely real.

My thoughts distress me, I realise how lucky I am all of a sudden to be here, with Nick. I gently but quickly grab him by his hair and kiss him. My hands brushed through his soft, short hair. "What was that for?" He asks. I smile, again.
"It doesn't matter." I say, he replies to me by grinning back, again.

I love him, always have, always will.

[Glad to see that you've read up to this point of my chapter. I didn't intend for this chapter to be so depressing. Lol. I guess, it just turned out that way. Sorry XD!]

[Apology: I'm sorry that this chapter isn't that long, but I promise in the next chapter I will make it longer and more exciting. Thanks.]

-Amy xxx