You're Priceless

Lingering

[Hey guys! It's Amber here! :P I decided to write this chapter, so enjoy! I gotta admit though, it's honestly just a filler chapter, and you don't HAVE to read it, but it might be worth it. It will basically explain some things that are going on with the characters and stuff. It will be in the form of diary entries. Peace!]

23rd October 2009

Dear diary,

Last night I dreamt that Nick and I were in a strange, dark room. We were both tied up and a man walked in. He looked familiar but I can't pinpoint who it was. Anyway, this man untied me and told me to hurt Nick. I refused once. He pointed a gun to my head. At this point both Nick and I were crying, and I had no choice but to get a rusty razor blade. The man made me walk over to him, and slice his arms from the tip of his wrists to the top of his shoulders. I watched the life slowly drain from Nick's eyes and turned to the man. He pushed me to the corner of the room and turned me to face the wall. He then told me to stay quiet, as he shot me. I woke up then, sweating and crying. Nick wasn't with me last night because of his parents meeting him for something. I didn't feel safe last night, him not being where to hold me tight and keep me warm, make me know that he will protect me and keep me safe, forever. I sat up and  wondered why I had this dream. Surely having these recurring nightmares have to mean something? They can't just be random! Well, I'll work it out soon, I promise.

24th October 2009

Dear diary,

  Another nightmare! This time I was drowning Nick in the bathtub after he had walked in on me. The way he flailed and struggled.. It's painful to even think about!

   Perhaps these dreams mean I'm a pain to Nick? Does he even love me? Of course he does, what am I thinking? He wouldn't be here otherwise. Maybe I am causing him pain.. am I stressing him out by waking up all the time? I hope not. What if he wants to leave me?

  hhh.. well, I guess I'll write of any more of these crap dreams.

I have been having nightmares constantly for the past three months. I'm beginning to wonder if they're trying to tell me something. Something that might happen in the future or is currently going on. I aught to ask Nick about it..

[I know this is short guys, but it's just to explain a couple of things. Hope you enjoyed! -Ambz]