Getting Off The Plowing Track (Boyxboy)

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I didn't know what I expected to happen once I came clean to Reggie. I half expected him to cry, and yell at me to get out and he never wants to see me again, but he surprised me.

In one swift movement his palm came slamming across my cheek. I placed my hand on my probably red cheek, and eyed him in much surprise, but I of course deserved it.

"How many times?" He asked after a moment of silent, I was almost hesitiant to answer him, but I decided I should just get my ass whooped and get it over with in hopes he would still want me.

"Four" and before I could even get the entire word out, his palm came across my face again.

"I'm sorry" I muttered softly

"Why?" He asked in a soft tone but I could tell he was angry. I didn't bother going into the blackmailing, and I'm sure he didn't care about all of that.

"I honestly don't know" I said softly while eyeing the ground.

"So am I nothing to you? Is this relationship finished?" He asked in an angry tone

"I don't want it to be finished, I love you Reggie" I said in a rush.

"You cheated on me!" He barked and im sure everyone on this floor could hear what he said.

"I know and I'm sorry, please" I practically begged

He didn't say anything but starred at me, then tears started to fall slowly, in a reflex I try to whip the tears away but he backs away from me. He doesn't say anything to me instead, he brushes past Gio and opens the door silently telling us to leave. Gio walked out of the door, I stopped in front of Reggie and tried to get him to look at me, but his attention was on the ground.

"Leave" he said finally in a harsh tone. And I left.

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I haven't seen Reggie in a week, and I was literally dying. I tried texting, calling, snapchatting, instagraming. But he wouldn't answer anything I was trying to say.

I cried the first couple of nights because I realized that I messed up something that was great for me.

I waited for him outside the student union building because around this time he would be finishing lunch, and I was right. He came out of the building and I walked to keep up with him.

"Reggie please" I said while trying to keep up with him, while practically jogged to keep away from me.

"I have nothing to say to you" he said, while he quickened his speed.

I rushed over to him, and grabbed his arm pulling him to me. He looked towards the ground, a pulled his arm out of my grip. I grabbed the sides of his face and lifted his head so he would look at me. And he gave a cute snarl, I say cute because he's never given one, and it didn't look good on him.

"I really fucking hate you" he said softly but I could still hear the hatred he had.

"You don't hate me, you hate what I did, and I hate what I did, and I'm so sorry, and I really don't want to lose you, anything you want me to do, I'll do I it" I explained while looking him in the eye.

"Get tested" he said without hesitation and i just nodded my head.

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I sat on the bed that had the stupid tissue on it, while Reggie stood in the corner. And we both waited on the nurse to come in.

"Hi my name is nurse Anne, I understand that you're hear for a HIV test?" A woman came in and asked i just nodded my head.

"How many sexual partners have you had?" She asked, a clipboardb in hands. I didn't answer right away, because I honestly had to think about it.