the love triangle (Justin Bieber love story)

ch.2

Justin's POV

it was around 3:00am i could not go to sleep Austin was in the guest room sleeping i could not stop thinking about Maria i needed to talk to her so i tried walking into her room but the door was locked i knew my mom had extra keys of every room so i went into her room and asked her for them she gave them to me without asking i was shocked but maybe its because she was sleepy she will ask me in the morning i opened her room and saw her sleeping in her chair i could tell she cried a lot her eyes were really swollen how could i tell her that i was sorry and i loved her that the last thing i wanted to do was hurt her. She looks like an angel when she sleeps i carried her really carefully so she wont wake up and slowly put her in bed. i staid a few minutes after. i was not sure if i could never talk to her she was my life now, protecting her was all i wanted to do even if it was just as a friend,brother or what ever she wanted me to be. i kissed her on the cheek and closed the door slowly behind me and went to my room i still could not sleep when things were not right but if she was happy with Austin i had to stay away from her no matter how much it killed me.

it was morning i did not sleep at all i heard Maria taking a shower should i go talk to her? no i need to stay away from her i cant hurt her anymore

Maria's POV

once i got out of the shower i put some hot pink short shorts on and a lose tank top i put light makeup on (meaning mascara and eyeliner) i went downstairs and saw Pattie making some breakfast. yay i guess i don't have to do anything what sucked was Justin was already downstairs

"where is Austin?"

"he left an hour ago" Justin said kinda mad. Wow what a bitch he was the one who told me to never talk to him and go with Austin but i mean he did say it when he saw us kissing. i just wish i could tell him what he saw was not exactly what happened ugh i cant stop looking at him no matter how much i try he is just perfect his eyes,hair,lips,smile,body,personality, EVERYTHING about him makes me like him. the kitchen was completely silent it was really awkward i wanted to break the silence but Pattie beat me

" what you guys doing today?" me and Justin looked at each other and finally i answered,

"I'm going to just chill here and probably watch a movie or something"

" I'm just going to stay home to mom i don't feel like going out.."

Justin's POV

"where is Austin?" Did she just ask that? oh my gosh ugh i hate Austin now he used to be one of my best friends

" he left an hour ago" I know i sounded mad but i was why would she ask that like come on i seriously need to talk to her but how if I'm the one who said never to talk to me i could tell she was staring at me but i was doing the same it was just an awkward silence both looking into our eyes i wonder what she was thinking. she probably thought i was a jerk and i really cant blame her

"what you guys doing today" i heard my mom ask

" I'm going to chill here and probably watch a movie or something" she said with her sweet voice i just wish i could kiss her again

" I'm just going to stay home to mom i don't fell like going out.." and i really did not i just felt like going to my room and listen to music and if i had the guts to talk to her. After breakfast i went upstairs into her room i needed to talk to her and it was now or never. hear her coming up stairs shes singing to one of my songs 'favorite girl' she sings amazing not as good as me LOL but shes pretty good she opens the door

" what are you doing here? Justin please get out i don't want to start a fight"

" why do you always think that when we talk its going to end up with a fight? and plus i said we were going to talk today remember. please don't say no i really need to talk to you"

Maria's POV

i was walking upstairs to my room it was really weird just me and Pattie there. i start singing to 'favorite girl' by that jerk (jb) i mean its a good song

' i always new you were the best the coolest girl i know so prettier then all the rest the star of my show ' i walk into my room and i stop guess who i saw the jerk. I'm starting to like that name for him 'the jerk'

"what are you doing here? Justin please get out i don't want to start a fight"

" why do you always think that when we talk its going to end up with a fight? and plus i said we were going to talk today remember. please don't say no i really need to talk to you" Is he serious i thought he didn't want me to ever talk to him

"fine what do you want to say?"

" look..i.i.i really like you and um um um I'm so so sorry for what i said i love you why cant you see that everything you do hurts me seeing you with him kills me" i cut him of

" you said why don't i go with him and guess what that's what i did'

"yeah i know but i did not mean it i was hurt i saw you guys kissing what was i suppose to do act like i did not care after i kissed you after i thought you liked me back? what would u do if you saw me kissing another girl"

why would he ask that what do i say i could feel the silence him just staring at me waiting for an answer i could say the truth or lie i was so confused

" i would probably push her away from you and sock her in the face after kiss you" i said while getting closer to him he was getting nervous i could hear his heart getting faster and faster i was so close i could feel his worm breath i wanted to kiss him but i knew i could not i had a boyfriend and even if i did not feel for Austin what i felt for Justin it was still cheating and i could never do that to him he does not deserve it.

Justin's POV

she was so close to me i knew she wanted to kiss me but at the same time she knew she would regret it so she didn't she was just there looking at me and i was doing the same she did not move so she was still on top of me. i just wanted to grab her and kiss her and never let her go but i knew that was wrong in so many ways one because Austin was my friend even if we got in a fight that's not an excuse to kiss her. then after 5 minutes she got up

" I'm sorry" she said with a sad tone

" it's okay don't worry. but i wish i could of kissed you again but i know i cant because you are well with him... look don't take it wrong I'm happy for you i guess but i wish i was the one making u smile, laugh,blush the one that can kiss you, hug you, cuddle with you, but i cant that's not me and it kills me you don't know how much it kills me. I'm so stupid for what i did last night but i was mad/sad an.." she cuts me of

" look Justin first of all you pushed me away and you are being honest I'm going to be honest i like you and i cant hide it and that kiss you saw he kissed me i did not kiss him back i pushed him away but those few seconds that he kissed me you saw and i wish that never happened and it was stupid that from anger i went out with him and i know but you have to understand Justin i was hurt and so were you and i think its better this way me with him and you fined someone else and stay friends i don't want to fuck up our friendship especially now that we started talking is that a deal?" WHAT did she say to stay just friends i knew she was lieing i could tell by the look on her face she cant lie to me i know her to well well not really but i can tell when somethings wrong or she is not telling me the truth. Maybe she was just doing this so i would be happy and not get hurt but she cant see that what hurts me is seeing her with Austin. I guess if i wanted to be in her life even as a friend i had to accept the deal

" fine i take the deal but if he fucking hurts you i will kill him and I'm not kidding if i ever see you crying or sad and it has to do with him i wont stop myself an.." she cuts me off again damn whats up with her and never letting me finishing

" what if I'm crying cause of you what if I'm sad because of you? huh what would you do?.... nothing probably so please stay out of my life if i don't ask you for help don't get in this relationship and you and me will get along just great now can you get out of my room i need to think"

"yeah ,but while you are thinking, think about what your doing and what i said that's all i ask for talk to you latter......"