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Maria's POV

i could not stop myself from crying that dream was horrible i never wanted it to happen 

" what were u dreaming about?" i was not sure if i should tell him the truth about the dream i did not know what it would do to him how much it would hurt him.

" nothing important, don't worry it was just a nightmare" i hatted lying to him but it was the best thing." i want to be alone if you don't mined" he agreed even if he did not want to leave he closed the door right behind him right after i called Austin 

"hey who is this?" i heard a girl answer his phone what the fuck this hurt me it killed me i hanged up how could he be with another girl i thought he loved me i guess we are over i never want to talk to him ever again i started crying i really don't know why if i did not like him but still the thought of another guy cheating on me killed me and i know it was around 2:00pm and i was still in bed i decided to get up and take a shower it felt good it always helped me relax 

after i took a shower i went down stairs and i just saw Justin alone

" where is Pattie?" i asked as i looked around she was usually is always up before anyone 

" she left she had work today so we are all alone and i thought since you haven't seen Austin we can invite him" did he just say that i could feel the tears running again i tried hiding them from Justin so i wiped them right away but he saw....."whats wrong?...what did he do?...........maria please tell me what did he do?" i could not tell him it would kill him and he would kill Austin

"he did nothing its just i miss him and i am really exited to see him again" now i needed to see how i was going to go through this then Justin interrupts my thoughts 

" we are going to go to a bowling place and after that we are  going to the  movies and watch 'mama' i wanted to go and watch 'mama' but knowing Austin was going to be there killed me but i could not let Justin notice so i had to go 

" sure let me just get ready" he grabbed me and got really close to me and whispered to my ear you look perfect just the way you look right now i just could not take it anymore i cried so hard and i did not want him to see me i went up stairs got my sport bad got some clothes and left a note

     i cant do this anymore its to hard i hope you understand Justin I'm sorry if i ever hurt you it was never something i wanted to do i just need time to go and you leaving on tour anyways so i hope you the best and me and Austin are over he cheated on me with this girl i called him phone and a girl answered it killed me the dream i had remember it was you and me happy in a park kissing hugging laughing you singed 'i'll be' to be i was happy but then everything turned around u got shot you were about to die and i don't want that and you got shot because of me and i don't want that to happen never look i will forget about you and i hope you do the same and i hope she treats you right better then i could ever have don't call me don't text me i wont answer don't tell my mom she called me this morning and said she was going to stay with my grandparents so she will take more months i will be back before she gets here don't look for me either go on tour take in all the love of your beliebers they love you don't be sad okay well bye 

                                                      -maria

i left it on his bed and left i was careful for him not to see me i was not sure were i was going to go but i could not see Justin or Austin anymore i needed my time out 

Justin's POV

me Austin and Maria were going to go bowling and then watch a movie i knew it was going to kill me seeing them together but i knew she was sad and maybe being with him would make her happy and i would do anything to make her happy i walk into my room the first thing that caught my eye was a piece of paper in my bed i got it and it was a letter and i read it 

    i cant do this anymore its to hard i hope you understand Justin I'm sorry if i ever hurt you it was never something i wanted to do i just need time to go and you leaving on tour anyways so i hope you the best and me and Austin are over he cheated on me with this girl i called him phone and a girl answered it killed me the dream i had remember it was you and me happy in a park kissing hugging laughing you singed 'i'll be' to be i was happy but then everything turned around u got shot you were about to die and i don't want that and you got shot because of me and i don't want that to happen never look i will forget about you and i hope you do the same and i hope she treats you right better then i could ever have don't call me don't text me i wont answer don't tell my mom she called me this morning and said she was going to stay with my grandparents so she will take more months i will be back before she gets here don't look for me ether go on tour take in all the love of your beliebers they love you don't be sad okay well bye 

                                                      -maria

i could feel my tears coming how could she how could he she was an amazing girl who would hurt her i was so mad i just wanted to run and look for her but she asked me for time and i was going to give it to her even if it killed me and i leaved for tour tomorrow so i really could not do anything ugh just wait till i see Austin i was going to break his face but i had to calm myself down she will never forgive me if i did that i.

i sat down in my bed looking at the note the hole day i did not want to go out do anything i just wanted her i wondered how she was doing was she okay.............

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