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Maria's POV 

i was just walking around the streets thinking about what i was going to do where i was going to stay where i was going to work. i could not go back.not now. i needed someone to talk to i needed a shoulder to cry on... all i needed was him and he was not here.......

he was leaving tomorrow  in a few hours i wouldn't be able to see him again for a while he would be on tour and i would not be with him. i wonder if he still thinks of me.......i cant do this anymore i had to forget about him and maybe just maybe give Austin a second chance. i pick up my phone and dial his number....

hey whats wrong?"Austin said with a worried voice 

i hanged up. what was i seriously thinking i could not give him a second chance he hurt me to much i did not want to know anything about him ever again.

i walked for so long but i did not know where i was.it was almost night and i needed to fined where to sleep. i kept walking and found a park no one was there i set on the swing and started going back and forward i just needed to think

i was so tired i laid on the grass it was a chilly night but that did not bother me i fast fell asleep 

Justin's POV 

"wake up we need to go" i hear my mom say ugh i just cant stop thinking about her where can she be is she okay is she dead i cant think about that, but its always a possibility.i was leaving without being able to say bye. giving her a hug and telling her how much i love her and how much I'm going to miss her. if it was up to me i would not go on tour i would stay here and fined her and never let her go but i could not let my beliebers down not now when they've been there for me since the beginning i would not be here living my dream if it weren't for them. they mean the world to me. if me singing and seeing me smile makes them happy that's what i will give them i get my Iphone and got on twitter i wrote a tweet for all my beautiful fans

@JustinBieber 

 ready for more #BelieveTour  Cant wait to see you all ,love you♥ #Beliebers

 after i was done i got up and changed i was not in the mood to do anything but i had to Kenny was waiting for me to take me to my tour bus with scooter,usher and all my crew. i really missed them i could not wait to see them again i knew they could help me forget about Maria even if it was for a second i just wanted to call her hear her voice before i left know she was okay that she was alive that maybe she would want to go on tour with me and help me out in the tough situations that i dragged myself in. when i felt down i knew she would would bring me up her smile her laugh. i could feel the tears coming again it sucked my mom has never seen me cry this much and i didn't want to start now  so i wiped my tears and went downstairs with my suitcases 

" are you ready?" i hear my mom ask. and that's the same question i asked myself was i ready to move on and try to forget about her? my mom looked at me waiting for an answer

" yeah mom im ready cant wait!!" did i lie to my mom? maybe just a little but i couldn't tell her the truth  she would know why she left the house 

once we arrived  i really did not say high to anybody not even usher i just got in the bus and layed down and listened to music. i knew they where going to ask me questions such as, whats wrong? are you okay? what happened? and more and i really did not want that to happen it would just bring me more down. i tried falling asleep but i couldn't the 1st thing that popped up in my head was her.... her light brown long hair her tan body her big bright smile her big brown eyes that every time i look at them they make me fall more for her

Maria's POV

i woke up in the park. by this time he would be on the road it was to late to go back i had to do what i said i was going to do. i start crying i could feel them coming out  i had no control over them. this has to be the last time i cry over him it has to be, i started walking again i was really hungry. i was going to cross the street i did not look both sides then...........................

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