Suicide Letters

Letter to my darkness

"We're all Catfishes trying to escape from our reality"

Dear Darkness,

Your a true friend. Your the only one who stuck with me when the only thing that filled my heart was sadness. You surrounded me when I was falling apart in my room. You comforted me when I tore my skin with the blade. Darkness your my true friend.

Some people fear you. They fear having you surround them. They love light more than you. But what they don't see is how beautiful you truly are. Walking with  you through darkness is so much better than walking alone with light. 

Your better than any person on earth. Unlike you people walk away and don't listen to your problems. But you, you sit there in silence while I spill out everything.

You taught me what it was like to be you. And I became addicted to it. So I became darkness.

I don't understand why people hate you. If there was no darkness you would be able to see the stars. The stars are powerful.

There the graves of the humans who die. And when I'm gone I'll be one of those stars. And you will be able to make me shine.

Your truly a life saver. If there was an award for best friends I would nominate you.

I've got both light and dark inside of me. But your influencing me to do dangerous things. And the light inside is dying out replacing you.

I was a light that was dying out. Then met you. You gave my life on our first encounter.

Some people just want to be found in the light. But I want to disappear into you.

I used to miss the days when I had a bunch of friends. Now I'm happy that your the only one that's surrounding me.

Reality is a prison and I'm sick of living behind bars. I was stuck in the same routine everyday. Until you came along. You set me free of a life full of cold bars.

I couldn't thank you enough for everything you have some for me.

I'll miss you the most out of every one in this cruel world. I hope you help other appreciate you.

                       -Sincerely a star you help shine