I twirl around with excitement picking up my outfit and changing into it at the speed of light, I think it looked pretty cool, and it was my favourite outfit purely because of the mysteriousness it concealed within it, I check my phone,
7:30..
I had plenty of time, well as it seemed, i'd probably spend the next few hours trying to correct my eyeliner, this always took FOREVER
But in the end it was worth it. I open up messenger and decide to scroll through messages, nope..No new ones, I slope down into my chair, my phone slips out of my grip and i let of a sigh of exaggeration
*Knock Knock*
"Come in!" I yell as the door slams open, i see a silhouette, it shuffles closer into the light in a cautious quick motion.
"Hi mum" I smile swinging around on my chair as she places a platter of toast and a small ceramic mug of tea on my desk, I smile seeing she used my favourite mug, with cautiously painted cat whiskers on, inspired by Dan and Phil
"Hello sweetie" She replies kissing my head sweetly then slips out of my room leaving me silenced, thoughts settled in my head, and then it hits me.
"Shit i still need to do my make-up!" I scramble out of my chair and grab my make-up box on the way towards the mirror, collapsing infront of it and shaking my liquid eyeliner frantically before twisting the lid off and spending an eternity re-doing my make-up, after a while the corner of my eyes started to burn, but eventually it simmered down and I was able to see without my eyes watering uncontrollably, I check the time once again
9:32
You're kidding me? It took that long to do just the eyeliner?? I groan dramatically and hang my head in frustration bringing my head back upwards to look at the disappointment on my face through the refection in the mirror, but break out of it as i hear the chime of my phone in the distance
I scramble around to try and find it and fetch it under a cushion, how it got there? I have no idea, perhaps i dropped it?
"Hey Lulu sorry i'm going to have to cancel, something came up..." at that moment my entire world came crashing down...
"Oh okay, are you okay?? Xx" I send her
she usually takes forever to reply, but this time, things were different, i'm guessing because she needed the support i could provide her
"I'm really not Xxx"
"would you like to talk about it?" I send her concerned
"Well...You know My boyfriend?"
I stare at my phone and furiously text her
"Yeah? Xx"
"We broke up... Xx"
My jaw dropped, how dare someone hurt Eleanor like that, she's a great girl, and anyone who doesn't see that is blind
"Why?? Oh my god i'm so sorry!!"
"its not your fault" I can tell she was in a shitty mood by the way she texted, and imagining the way she spoke, it was easy to do that as i'd been there for her before, i'll always be there for her..
...She was one of my best mates, and i loved her...In more than one way, and i couldn't bare to see her upset...
*BZZT*
"Well he keeps lying to me...It's not you're fault, i'll be fine*
anger sears in my stomach, because if i know anything about Ellie, she won't be fine, for a long time...
....And the thought of that, it hurts, that right now, she's probably crying into her pillow, alone...With no one to comfort her
"Do you want me to come over B? Xx"
I send that to her, and wait for a long time, but no reply...
11:15
"Hey, it's okay" she replies "i will be fine, i promise"
I still don't believe her
"I don't care i'm bringing maccies over to you" I text her not giving her much of a choice, i slip my shoes on, grab my money and saunter out the door on the way to McDonalds
I get there, it's pretty packed but it shouldn't take that long, as she always gets the same thing A creme egg mcflurry, a cheeseburger and a shitload of mcnuggets
20 minutes later i order them and the woman, who looks about 50, has more rolls than greggs and a forest on her chin throws the platter on the counter
"that'll be £32:50" She groans spitting as she speaks, i throw the money on the counter not giving a shit about the change, grab the food and bolt off to Ellies
It takes me about half an hour to get there, I knock on the door...
No answer..
I knock again alittle louder and hear the floorboards of her stairs creek
The door opens until its ajar, her mums head pops through
"Hi Paula!" I smile "Is Ellie in?"
"Yeah, she's upstairs, come in, she's pretty down, did you hear?"
"Yeah, thats partly why I came over actually" I reply scraping my shoes on the doormat and running upstairs, I open the door to Ellies room
"Hey El, guess what I gotttt!!" I smile..
The whole room is quiet, all apart from the sniffles coming from her attic
I climb up there to see the most heartbreaking sight
"Babyy!!" I hug her letting her tears soak into my shoulder
"I brought you maccies, your favourite" I kiss her forhead
"Thankyou" she sniffs taking the bag "you're the best Lulu"
"I only want to make you happy" I say pulling her in for another hug, to be honest she's a really good hugger, and i'm so glad i can call her my best friend
She's my little insecure hero <3
I let go of her so she can eat, and we spend the next few hours talking, and her ranting about what happened
She may think her rants are pointless but it's good she can let it all out without being scared
I'd hate it if she was scared of telling me stuff
After she'd finished eating we turned on netflix and put on our favourite shows, from American Horror Story, to Attack On Titan and Orange Is The New Black and just spent ages having quality time together
I loved days like this
YOU ARE READING
Until the end of time
Dla nastolatkówThis is a true story, between me and a girl, i like to call Eleanor, but you can call her Ellie for short, she was my world, the one that brightened up my days, but i had to go mess it all up and lose her, it's been months now, and it still hurts, a...
