Definition of me

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Who are you to define me?

For the color of my skin?

Calling me a cracker.

Saying I'm overprivileged

Do you know who I am?

Saying I'm a liar

Well so are you

Saying I'm bullying you

Well so are you

Why do you get to define me?

But I'm not allowed to judge you?

Is it because your skin is as dark as your soul?

As cruel as your heart?

As deadly as the words you sling at me?

But who am I to judge?

Do I know who you are?

No.

You don't know who I am either

But I guess I'm just some pasty cracker that cries because I'm not the right color.

A horrible person who tries to make arguments into jokes..

A person who's so overprivileged that her parents tell her everyday "you're a mistake"

A disgusting person who grew up trying to make others happy to fill the void in herself because she had nothing

No friends

No nothing

At school she was deemed different because she was pale and skinny

Because she was a hideous creature

A creature who had nobody but animals that would run away from her because she had nobody else

She had to force her love on them because she was so scared of being alone.

And you deem me as an overprivileged white girl

Please ask for the definition of my life before you define me.

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