Alone

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This happens all the time

Friends are never by my side

Making me cry

All the damn time

They don't even care

From all of the despair

As long as their greed is filled

They wouldn't care if I were killed

Those twisted monsters

Laughing in my face

Never defending my race

Even though I claim we are the same

Forcing me into their games

Making sure I always fail

Because I'm too damn frail

Now I'm walking through hail

At least it's hard

And icy

Like I am now

People used to wonder how

How?

How could she turn from kind

To mean?

So fast

My friendships never even last

They always crash

Like my mind

As I try and think between the lines

Not wanting to try

But now I can't even feel my insides

I'm a shell of a girl

That you've seen before

But now I'm empty

Just like we were together

Our friendship was never serious

You used to make my heart ache

Making me cave

Going through personal shit

That never had your name

But still you did it

Affecting me

Asking the wrong people

Letting them frame me

Well now I need

I need mental help

Yet none of you cared

Only she did

But now I wonder something

What if she too....

Were against me....

Secretly scheming

Trying to play me

Like everybody else

The one person who can melt this ice

Couldn't possibly be nice...?

Am I even right?

How can I even decide?

The one I gave my heart to....

Is she here to just crush it?

I told her things

Things that could break

Break me apart

So maybe I should dart.....

Go back to the dark...

Don't want her to break my heart

Because if she does

I won't be able to restart

I'll just be broken apart

Nowhere to go

I think...

I think I'd rather....

Be

Alone

Poems from the heart of Ariel CrossWhere stories live. Discover now