oppa :: myg

eleven

Namjae's POV:

I know I said I'd approach Yoongi today but I honestly have no clue how to.

What do I say?

"Lmao mianhae Yoongi but I actually do like you I'm just socially awkward."

He'd run away from me faster than a leopard.

"Shit!" I cursed loudly while preparing to face him at the studios.

A part of me wishes he doesn't turn up but Hobi promised me that he was going to be there so there goes that plan.

Oh I forgot to mention, our manager was fired as soon as the authority figures in the company found out about what happened so were temporarily being managed by Bangtan's manager until we can find a new one.

We do get to keep our own training room and recording studio though so that's good I guess.

I made my way outside into the van and sat next to Halla who hugged me around the waist and told me not to panic.

Obviously this grabbed the others attention though so I had to explain my situation all over again to them.

"Good luck unnie, hwaiting!" Jihyun said softly to me.

"I think you're overreacting but good luck nonetheless." Yeonhee said smiling slightly.

"If you get scared ramble in English until he says something, that's how I get out of things." Asuna says chuckling to herself.

"It's okay unnie, you'll do great!" Seokjin says softly.

"He won't be able to resist you unnie, you'll do great!" Ah Ra says jokingly.

"Hwaiting unnie." Halla whispers to me while the others discuss what they think I should do still hugging me.

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I walk into the reception of the studios and see Namjoon and Seokjin talking with the receptionist.

"Dongsaeng!! I haven't seen you for a few days!" Namjoon calls by way of greeting when he spots me walking in.

"Ne, mianhae hyung I've been uhh sick." I get out barely thinking of an excuse.

"Are you okay now?" He asks panic overtaking his features.

"Ne of course! I wouldn't be back if I wasn't." I say smiling up at him. "What are you doing anyway?"

"We were booking time off tonight for our band, we want bonding time so we're going to a Korean barbecue later." He responds smiling.

"Oh, have fun hyung! I'll see you later okay?"

"Ne, annyeong!" He smiles waving at me.

"Annyeong!" I call back smiling.

While I was walking down the corridors towards our training room I blanked out.

I couldn't get out of my head what happened three days ago with Yoongi and how I was going to approach him when I saw him.

Suddenly, as my mind was racing through the different possibilities I smash into something hard and fall to the ground with the thing I walked into.

"Yah! Watch where you're going!" The person snaps.

Shit.

That voice.
I know that voice anywhere.

"Yoongi?" I ask looking up at him through my lashes.

Shock overtakes his features as he stares down at me before helping me up.

"What is wrong with you Namjae?" He snaps at me. "Can't you see?"

"Mianhae I - I wasn't looking." I stutter looking down at the floor.

"Yah, what were you thinking about anyway? You must've been pretty spaced out to walk straight into my chest." He asks sounding sincere.

"Mianhae again. I, uhh, I was thinking about the guy I like." I reply finally meeting his eyes to find them full of hurt and betrayal.

"Oh, and who is this guy?" He asks, his jaw clenched.

"Just a guy I started to talk to recently." I start and carry on when I see I still have his interest. "He's cold sometimes but I don't really mind, he's really funny when he wants to be and he deeply cares about others. Feature-wise he's pale as hell and has the most beautiful eyes that I just melt into when I see."

I see his jaw clench again but this time his fists with it.

"And the best part? He has the most beautiful hair that his company keep making him dye, I don't mind it to be honest though. He pulls it off. Right now he has grey hair that I think is so fucking pretty." I speak again noticing his jaw going slack and his mouth opening slightly.

"But I'm so nervous around him. He told me he likes me and I was so shocked and couldn't reply but I just like him so fucking much and I wish I confessed to him there and then. I regret it so much and I hope he can forgive me and realise that I do actually like him back." I finish before looking into his eyes and smiling softly.

"Fuck Namjae you're so stupid." He says softly, chuckling to himself before closing the distance between us and smashing his lips onto mine.

This one felt different from the first though because it was full of passion that I never knew was capable in humans.

He slowly grabbed onto my waist with one hand and held my jaw with the other and I rested my palms on his chest and melted into the kiss.

Fuck, I like this man so much.

A/N:
Jesus this chapter was overdue.

Just incase you were wondering this isn't the stereotypical 'problem' of my story, that is yet to come so look forward to that lmao.

Anyway I hope you enjoyed this chapter and are having a good day!
Saranghae, hwaiting!