Eunhae ~

Donghaes pov 

How do you tell whether you're in love, confused or in a type of phase? I need help 

I don't know whether to tell him or keep it inside I mean so many thoughts just travel past my head would he hate me or would he love me back 

So lost in thought, I... 

"Donghae?" 

Startled, I looked up and see Eunhyuk staring at me with so much concern I mean seriously? 

How does one stare at another like that as if he treasures you 

I, its breathe taking 

"Yes?"

"Are you ok, you zoned out"

Oh no, don't worry about it I was only thinking of you...

"No, nothing I'm doing fine thanks hyukkie"

"Don't lie to me hae I know when one of my best friends feel troubled"

I... All I can do is stare into his beautiful eyes how does one love another so much that's its absolutely impossible but seriously...

"Hae?"

Eunhyuk is looking at me with so much concern and decides to sit next to me 

Looking me in the eye, 

"Tell me what's wrong hae, you're kind of scaring me I... I've never seen you  like this and remember we hate having secrets from each other remember?"

All I could do is nod I mean 

Should I tell him? 

Or should I not 

I...

"Eunhyuk?"

I call him softly afraid whether I should say it or not ~

"Yes?"

"Do you..."

He looks at me really confused and trying to get what I'm saying gosh why is it so hard to confess to someone? 

"Do I what, Donghae?"

Here I go...

"I.. I love you Eunhyuk so much you have no idea I'm sorry if you hate me after it never meant to-"

I looked at his expression which was unreadable 

I.. I screwed up big time haven't I?  I felt like breaking down at that moment I didn't dare to look at him

I- 

"Donghae..."

Scared, I still don't dare to look at him 

Did I, did I ruin a friendship that I never want to be away from?

Eunhyuk came closer to me 

This is it.. I definitely messed up
I'm screwed

But-
I-

He crashed his lips to mine, this was all going way to fast but I deepened it and it  felt amazing to be kissed by him those plump lips I desire, I couldn't resist

After what feels like ages he pulls away 

"I love you so much to Donghae"

I look up at him 

"You do?"

"Yes I mean, who wouldn't Donghae?"

That made me smile really big I...

"Oh god, I love you so so much Donghae seriously words can't describe the way I feel about you, thank you for being there for me" 

"Thank you for being a part of me"

He leaned into me again and this time it was more sweet and passionate his lips felt amazing

I cup his face and deepen the kiss we somehow fall on the bed 

"You have no idea what you do to me Hae"

"You too hyukkie you too"

The two of us smile at that