Eunhae ~

Eunhyuk:

Well it's been a while since we confessed to each other and I felt overwhelmed

Well ...

More like he confessed to me and to be honest?

I was shocked at first, mortified, struck everything you can think of

Not for the wrong reasons though

I was so struck by the fact that my best friend, that I have loved for who knows how long shared the same feelings as I did

The love of my life...

Seems cheesy right?

I kept thinking about our life together when -

"Hyukjae?"

I look up and notice hae

"Yes?"

"What does this make us now?"

"What do you mean?"

I tilt my head slightly as he breathes out

"Well I love you so much and I mean I don't know if you kissed me because you had to or you felt like you needed to but I really really do strongly admire you so you know i- it's ok if you decide to leave me I understand I mean I was such a jerk, a loser i bet I should just walk away and not look at you maybe it's better if we part our ways-"

He kept blabbering, I couldn't even?

"Hae ah are you being serious?"

He looks at me puzzled as I got up and walked to him intimidately

"Hae ah"

He backed away slightly as I walk closer to him

"Do you think I kissed you just because I felt sorry for you? Did you not encounter my feelings once? Did my confession mean that little to you that you think I'm using you to the extent that I would leave you just like that? What do you take me for?"

"I didn't say anything like that hyukkie"

"I know but they way you talk... It sounds like I'm leaving you did you not feel anything while being kissed by me?"

"Hyukjae-"

Emotions build up inside me as I explode

"No listen to me hae! For once YOU  listen to ME I have loved you from the very beginning I set my eyes on you! It might sound weird but I thought we were destined together, soul mates I brushed it off though because I  thought 'aah this might be one of my obsessions where I believe in love at first sight but it's not real' however when you got to know me and actually approach me I fell for you more! I fell for you! I fell for you so hard it's gone to an extent where I can't breathe without you hae! Gone to an extent where I want to be with you for the rest of my life! I need you Hae but you're so stupid to realise it do you know that?"

I start shaking as more emotions flood through me if that's even possible and start crying not even daring to look at him

"Hae for many years, many many years I have loved you! Everything about you and what you just said now hurts Hae it hurts! It hurts so much I can't even-"

I began breaking down as I let all the tears run out sharing my emotions with the man infront of me who was so blind to see how much I truly , care for, need, admire and most of love, love with all my heart

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such an evil cliff hanger right guys?

Hope you like xx