|I FEEL THE SAME WAY| [My chemical romance fanfic]

CHAPTER TWO : "WHAT?"

Sydney’s POV:

-“Sydney Olknew.”I said to the teacher as she asked for my name. She looked at me with an evil smile and than she turned back to the class. I felt sickness in my stomach and I started to get dizzy for some reason. I saw everyone looking at me and laughing or giggling at me.  Mostly the girls. The ‘cute blonds’ started to laugh at me and pointing at me. The guys were quite. Witch was very weird. Since I was wearing black and black… I felt everyone looking. Even the dark shadow in the back was looking my direction. Okay it wasn’t a shadow. It was a boy wearing a batman t-shirt and black skinny jeans.

-“Nice to meet you Sydney, now please take a sit.” She said with an evil glitch on her pale face.   She looked around the class and pointed at one of the jocks.

-“Sit with John. He’s a real gentleman, don’t worry.”

-“Sorry, but no way I’m sitting with a person that looks that he’s freaking going to kill me. Sorry but, I’m not sitting with him.” I said looking at the ground.

-“Excuse me? What did you just said?! Who do I look like?! Like your friend or something?! Fine than take a sit next to Gerard! In the back of the class is the only free sit! Now go and I don’t want to hear a single word from you.” She said looking really pissed off but I didn’t care.

-“What?!” yelled a guy in the back of he class. Probably that Gerard guy . He stood up into the sunlight and I finally got to see his face. He looked pale but he had the pretties eyes ever.  ‘He’s pretty cutie’ I thought to myself.

-“Gerard, honey do you know what you and Sydney are? You’re wearing black like some outcasts. You are both wearing black like some Satanists.  And you’re sitting together. Now shut your pretty little mouth so I can continue with my lesson.”

He wanted to say something but he closed his mouth and sat down.  I went to the back and sat next to him. He looked and me and met my gaze. We were looking at each other for a while and than he turned away.

-“Hi, I’m Sydney.”I whispered. I was really exited to talk to him, since he looked like the most cuties guy ever. He looked at me for one more time and than he turned to the black board. Weird.

-“Whatever.” He said not even moving his head my direction. I was shocked. ‘He looked like a nice guy but, he’s really a dick.’ I thought to myself feeling really sick. ‘I was just being friendly, but he really is a fucking dick! How could I ever think that he was cute, what was I thinking?!’ I didn’t even move the whole lesson and I just sat there looking down to the desk. After class I had a double period of math and it went by really quick. Luckily I didn’t have math with Gerard. After math came lunch, witch was the worse thing ever. I hate lunch. Every day I sit alone and drink my juice. Nothing less, nothing more.  I went to the cafeteria and saw a lot of people. I suddenly felt sick again…

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I went to the closes table but as I got there ,it was already full. So I found my way to the last empty table in the back of the cafeteria. It had five plastic chairs so I sat down. I opened my juice and drank it all. After a few minutes, I got bored so I started to write some notes to not forget. When I was writing the last thing someone tapped my shoulder. I saw Gerard and some other guys that were with him. One looked very familiar. Like a friend I had when I was younger. He had dorky glasses and a black hood. His hair was a bit light brown and well he looked like Mikey. Mikey was a friend I had before I moved to California. He lived on the same street as me with his parents and his brother Gerard. I left New Jersey, when I was 12 so that was five years ago. Mikey was 10 when I left so it hurt him less. I remember having a crush on his brother. He was the sweetest little guy ever. He always brought me a flower when his parents came to visit us. He was really nice, but he wasn’t like Mikey. I remember the day I left. I was crying all day and Gerard was by my side. We cried together and Mikey was watching us tears going down his cheeks. After I was packed up and ready to go to Cali, my mom stopped at their house, to say goodbye to Mrs. Way. I was sitting in the car when I saw Gerard coming and I opened the door and ran to him. I hugged him and gave him a small kiss on the cheek that’s all I remember…

-“Sorry but you’re kinda sitting at our table.” Said that boy  , that looked like Mikey. I had a strange feeling it was him. I looked in his face and met his eyes. I was a hundred percent sure it was Mikey. I had to be. So I got a little hope and looked away. I didn’t know what to say.. So I just whispered:

- “Mikey ? Mikey Way?”

He looked at me in confuse for a moment but than his memory got back on track. He looked to my eyes again and smiled.

-“Sydney?” he looked at me and me and I suddenly lost a few tears. I just felt the tears going down my cheeks and smiled.  

-“You remember?”I asked looking at him and he suddenly started to cry too.

-“How could I forget?” He said smiling and looking at he table. He sat down and so did the others.

-“Not to break the moment, but who are you?”Asked a boy smaller than the others and I just smiled. ‘He’s pretty cutie, he looks like a puppy’ I thought to myself and looked at Mikey.

-“She was my best friend before , she moved to California. By the way what are you doing here?” I just smiled and looked at his red cheeks.

-“My mom, left my dad and got her old job back.”I said laughing and crying at the same moment. I was so happy.

-“By the way, let me introduce you guys. That’s Frank.” He said pointing at the smaller cutie one.

-“Hi ,there.” I said in a cute voice and hugged him.

-“Nice to meet you ,Sydney.” He said as a reply. Aw he was just so cute.

-“That’s Ray, our princess Fro.” I looked at Ray and hugged him too.

-“Nice to meet, you Ray.” I said pulling back from him and he nodded.

-“And this is Gerard, do you remember? My older brother.” He said pointing at GERARD. THE GERARD.  THE ASSHOLE GERARD, from class.

-“You are Gerard? But you can’t be! You’re nothing like the old Gerard!” I said crying again.

-“What?” Mikey asked us both before Gerard could say anything.

-“We already met today Mikey.” I said looking at Gerard tears in my eyes. The only thing I could feel was emptiness. I was empty. I didn’t fee hate.. I just didn’t feel anything. I was just there sitting next to Frank tears going down my cheeks, looking at Gerard, with no words to say.