|I FEEL THE SAME WAY| [My chemical romance fanfic]

Chapter THREE: Secret love

Gerard’s POV:  She was just looking at me. She stopped crying and she was just looking. I felt like I ate her soul or something like that, because she looked like she felt nothing. It made me sick and I felt a weird stomach pain, but I couldn’t believe she didn’t say anything.  She was sitting next to Frank hand in hand, witch I was looking at completely scared. ‘WHAT THE  FUCK?!’ I thought to myself scared of the situation.

-“Sorry, I didn’t know it was you, you completely changed.” I said looking at her and feeling guilt for some reason.  I was so sure she would hate me forever and ever, but she didn’t even reply. With that, I decided to leave the table and struggled my way to class.  As I went the direction Art was, I passed the rest room. ‘Go on, no one will see. Just one more pill.’ said my mind to me while I passed the bathroom. I didn’t turn back. I ran to Art and sat down in the darkest corner. I waited for a couple minutes and suddenly the bell rang and every one got to class. Including Sydney . She came to class with Frank hand in hand, like before and gave him a tight hug. He whispered something into her ear and she went my direction. For one second I thought she would pass me, but that didn’t happen. She sat next to me and I felt the need to say ‘sorry’ again.  She sat down not even looking at me, putting her hood up and looking straight to the teacher. I tapped her shoulder and she looked at me and met my gaze again. Her beautiful chocolate brown eyes met mine and I never wanted to  look away.

-“I’m So-Sorry.”I whispered ,looking down and up again. Suddenly I felt tears going down my cheeks. I never felt the need to cry in front of people ,but today I didn’t care. I felt like hugging her and never letting her go. She was the most beautiful girl ever, and I saw it bordered her too. She looked at our hands , and than I realized that  we WERE holding hands. And that made me really uncomfortable.

-“Gerard ? Do you know you’re blushing right?”She asked me giggling and I think I started to blush even more. I suddenly let her hand go, but I didn’t let go the looks. She was incredible. Beautiful.

-“I’m really sorry.”

-“I know you are, but why were you such an ass?” She asked looking to my eyes again.

-“I don’t really like people, plus I didn’t know it was you. And you know, I hate those kind of girls that are like one minute friendly , the next sweet and after school you get beat up by some jocks. But I’m really sorry. I just thought you were like them, and well turns out you’re not. At least, I hope so.”She just smiled and art went by. After Art we had Music witch meant another period with her.  Music went by even faster and suddenly school was finished. After school me and guys usually hang out in  my place, but today we were with Sydney. We got to my place and I looked at her and Frank. Those two were so cute together. Not sure why were they holding hands, but I was happy seeing them happy. We went to the kitchen to make some coffee, but as we got there, there were two ladies sitting at our dinning table. One of them was my mother and the second one I didn’t recognize.

-“Mom?”Asked Sydney, as she saw the older lady with brown hair.

-“Honey, what are you going here?”

-“Me and the guys met, and well we’re going to hang out.” 

-“Let me see, the boys!”Said her mother with a happy glitch on her face.

-“Hello.” Me and Mikey said at the same time and well everyone started to laugh.

-“Mikey, you didn’t change a bit!  And you Gerard wow, you look like a really nice ladies man.”Said her mother as her eyes checked me out.

-“I remember you as a small chubby little boy, when you were brining flowers to little Sydney.”

-“I remember that too. They were so cute like a little pair of dolls. Like a small version of Ken and Barbie. “ added my mother and suddenly everyone burst out of laughter. Me and Sydney looked at each other in embarrassment.