One direction preferences

Zayn preference (1/3)

Thank you Sydney!! I love you soooooo much!! This goes out to my first recognized fan!! @Sydneyrenee30, Sydney Garner. Since your my first fan, this will be a three parter! Thank you love! Daysxxx

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Okay my little blue turtles! Ready for a update?? Here ya go!!

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"Right over here baby." You say to your six year old daughter. She runs over to the rock and sits in front of it.

"I miss you daddy. Mummy says your safe now in a beautiful place called heaven. I just want to know why you would choose to go there instead of staying here. Am I really that bad of a child?" She asked the tombstone.

"Baby girl, your not a bad kid. Daddy couldn't help leaving, the semi driver didn't see daddy on his motorcycle. I promise you if daddy had a choice he would pick to stay here." You said.

She sighed and continued.

"I miss you daddy, a lot. I've started school. Yeah, Mr. Lake is really nice. He even lets me use Uncle Harry as my daddy on Father's Day. It's not the same but, Uncle Harry is kinda like you. In a way I guess. I miss you daddy. Have fun in heaven with all the pretty angels." She said. She got up, kissed the tombstone, and walked over to Liam holding his wife's hand. You crouched down to the level of the tombstone and sighed.

"I miss you so much Zayn. There's not a day gone by that I think to myself, we'll never have anymore kids. We'll never wake up together. You'll never see your daughter and son grow up. Zayn you gave me two beautiful kids, and I know we would've had more. I bet your smiling at the thought of making more babies, huh?" I chuckled. "You always knew what to say whenever I was sad. I miss you so much, I just wish I could see you one more time. I never even got to say goodbye. I love you Zayn, I'll see you in a couple years." You said. You get up, walk over to Liam and wrap your arms around him.

"It's gonna be alright (Y/N). I know it's hard but you'll get, I promise."

I only if he knew you weren't gonna be fine...

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I hope ya liked it Sydney! Please comment and vote and I will text back ASAP! I'll update back on 1D day and hopefully have it halfway done! Thanks Syd!

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Okay my blue turtles! Leave a comment, vote, do whatever! Follower me on twitter pwease!!! I would highly appreciate it! Thanks guys! Love you! Bwuye!! Daysxxx