I'm Sorry

I'm Sorry -Chapter 1

Chapter 1

<JJ's POV>

It's around 1AM. I had just got back from a case in New Orleans , where me and Will met. It was during a case about a Jack the Ripper copycat. He was the head detective and we worked together. He would flirt with me and I would laugh and then we would remember that we're working a case. It was, fun. When my team was about to leave that day, I didn't want to just forget about him. I gave him my number and that was the smartest thing I had ever done.

Will and Henry were sleeping so I tried to be as quite as possible. Will came up and hugged me from behind. "Hey honey", he says as he kisses my cheek. "Hey what are you doing up?" I say turning around. "I was waiting to see you. I missed you", he says. "Aw sweetie I missed you too," I say as he leans in to kiss me. We kiss for a while but then realize it's getting late and we both have to work tomorrow. "How's Henry?" I asked. "He was great. He wants to take you to the Zoo this week", Will says chuckling. "Take me? Does that mean he's paying", I say. We both laughed. We walk back to our bedroom and got ready for bed. It was cold so I put on my long fuzzy pants and a long sleeve shirt and rolled in bed under the covers. It became later and later but I just couldn't fall asleep. Will was sound asleep and so was Henry but for some reason I felt overwhelmed. Overwhelmed by my life, my job. Today's case was about a unsub who killed 9 year old girls. He killed 10 girls, we caught him on the 11th but still, 10 innocent little 9 year old girls lives were ruined. It scares me. Everyday all I sees is murder, and death. Sometimes I wonder why I keep going. Yeah I guess I save life's but to save them, we have to see the dead bodies. I start to wonder, can I keep going? Can I do my job anymore?