I'm Sorry

I'm Sorry -Chapter 9

Chapter 9

<JJ's POV>

I was in the car with Reid and Morgan on the way to the unsubs house. So close, yet, so far. What if he isn't even alive? I think to myself. I was so

scared. I was holding in the tears, but it was harder than breathing without air.

<Will's POV>

No. No she couldn't have. But she did. "Will. How could you?" Garcia said on the phone. When we got to the house i stood behind to tell her what happened.

"Garcia I can explain."

"Oh William you better." She said in tears.

"Garcia. I was on a case and we had gotten a new detective on the job. Her name was well, Elizabeth Garlen. She came to my hotel room one night when we were in southern Virginia and she started flirting with me. I didn't know what to do so I just let it happen. Then she found out that, well she was pregnant. I felt horrible. I threw up, cried, and felt sick for a month. I couldn't deal with myself. But then she called me. I was scared. But she told me she had a miscarriage. I was relieved. I told her to never speak of me again. To never even try to remember my name. But now, now she has Henry. Oh god what have I done!" I started sobbing. "Garcia I am so sorry. This is all my fault." I could contain myself anymore. "I didn't mean for any of this to happen. I really didn't." I didn't know what to do anymore. JJ saw me and came over. "Honey whats wrong?" She said but I didn't know what to say. Garcia was still on the phone. "Garcia?" I said

"It's ok I've got it Will." Garcia said as i handed the phone to JJ.

I walked away and about to go into the house. "Will you know you can't go in." Agent Hotchner said to me. "Agent I know what this is about. Its about me and I need to go in there." I saw as i hold back more tears. "Can you promise me that without you we might not be able to break her?" Hotch said

"Yes" I say as I walk past him towards the door.

I took a deep breathe before I went in.

"I'm so sorry JJ." I said under my breathe.