Today i wake up with a strange face... I'm feeling so bad !!! I get up and then go to take a shower. After i dress a jean and a T-shirt, put on my shoes ang go to the kitchen. Then i see my mom.
My mom: "Hey Jess, how are you today"
Me: " I don't know, i feel like someone who drunk alcohol last night"
My mom: " Hum I don't like that"
Me: *Smiling* "Don't worry mom, I'm fine"
My mom: "Humm okay"..... She gives a cup of cofee and say " That will help you"
After that I take my beg and go out.... Rachel rwas waiting for me at the top of the street.
Rachel: "Hey Jess !!! I was waiting for so long"
Me: *Laughing* "I'm sorry Jess. Hey you look goog today"
Rachel: "Yes i'm going somewhere"
Me: " Seriously ?? Where ???"
Rachel: "I have a meeting with my boyfriend"
Me: " Whaaaatt !!!! You never told me you had a Boyfriend !!! "
Rachel: "I'm sorry, Jess, I wanted to do it but it was so hard !!"
Me: "Humm, I understand"
Rachel: "Really ?"
Me: " Yaass" *She hugs me and smile, then we start to laugh* "So you don't need me if you're going to meet your boyfriend"
Rachel : "Of course i need you !!!"
Me: "Okay, let's go !!!" *We walk a long before to arrive at the restaurant.....We take a place at a table beside of the window. A few minutes after a boy enter in the restaurant. Rachel raise her hands and the boy come at our table. He kisses Rachel and I. After he sits beside of her....
Rachel: "Well, Jess i present you Maxime, Maxime, Jessica"
Me: "Happy to meet you Maxime" *I say with a fake smile. I'm not happy to meet him. He looks like a vampire and I don't trust him....I don't thin he loves Rachel....Wait a second....What's happening ?? Am i getting JEALOUS ??*
Maxime: "I'm happy to meet you too Jessica." *He hold my hand* "Can I call you Jess ?" *No i said while i take my hand....Maxime gets confused*
Me: "Humm, i think i should go home Rachel"
Rachel: "Why want you to go so earlier ??"
Me: "I have a lot of things to do, see you later or tomorrow !"
Rachel: "Humm ok, see you Jess" *I leave the room without saying goodbye to Maxime.... I don't even know him and I hate him... I'm so strange. !!!
Well, i'm out now. I'm thinking about Rachel while i'm talking. I'm afraid. I don't want Maxime to hurt her like my ex did to me...It was so hard to go on....That's the reason why i don't want to have a boyfriend. I'm scared to be hurt again.....Rachel it's so fantastic. I still remember when I met her. She was shouting on me all day....She thought I was crazy and lame. But with the time, she learned to know more about me and now we're Best Friends. She's the only person who really understand me...
My story with Rachel is so long. I met her when I was 14 at a party of a friend of my mom. I was alone. Nobody wanted to talk with me.Then she came and took a place beside of me...
Rachel: "Hey, I'm Rachel"
Me: "What do you want ?"
Rachel: "I just want to talk to you !!"
Me: "Me?? You're sure ??"
Rachel: "Yess, i do"
Me: :Okay i'm listenning" *Then she started to talk about her, her family, her house....Everything.... We've laughed a lot...And whe it was time to leave we cried...My mom talked to her mom and a few days after, i went to his house.....Our frindly get started here.
A car hurt someone and so i come back to the reality.....I was lost with thinking. I didn't know that knowing rachel is Taken would have that effect on me....I was confused....When I get home my mom looks at me like she saw a monster.....
Me: "Hey mom, i'm not a monster !!! That's me Jess !!"
Mom: "I know that's exactly why i'm so confused !!! Where is Rachel??" *Suddenly I understand at this time i'm never at home i'm always with Rachel...So today it's different"
Me: "Nahhh, Rachel have a boyfriend and she's with him now"
Mom: "Oh sweetheart, i'm sorry !!!! I know what you are feeling but listen....She's not leaving you, she's just growing up....Don't care you'll fine a boy soon."
*My mom got a talent: SHe always know what I feel and always has the words to comfort me....Shes' right. I have the impression that Rachel is leaving me....That so sad when your best friend has a boyfriend and you still here hoping she'll not forget you.......*
