Hard To Get

Goodbye

"Do you have everything, Em?" Harry asks me picking up 2 out of my 4 suitcases. 

"Yeah, I think so." I sighed picking up the last 2. 

"Alright then. I guess we better get going. I'm sure you don't want to miss your flight." Harry sighed walking out of my bedroom in my flat. 

"I want to miss it." I mumbled to myself as I followed him out. 

"I'll take those for you Em." Liam said standing up grabbing my suitcases. 

"Thanks." I smile softly.

We all made our way to the van and by everyone I mean all the lads and El. Once all my bags were in the van, I felt like I was missing something. 

"I'll be right back. I feel like in forgetting something." I shrug as I make my way back into my flat. Since it is still my flat and I'm not selling it, I still have some of my things in it. I told Harry that he could come here whenever he wanted because I have him my spare key. I looked around and saw some old photos that I couldn't have fit into my suitcases. When I reached the 2 newer ones on the end tables near my couch, a smile plastered on my face. 

The first picture was of when Harry and I fell asleep together on the couch. (The one that Louis tweeted). The seconded one was a picture of the lads, El, and I all in a group hug from my very first concert. 

"Did you find everything you needed?" Harry said startling me. 

"Yeah, remember these?" I asked showing him the two photos.

"Yeah, we have made some amazing memories, huh?" Harry said smiling at the photos.

"Yeah, we have. I don't think I can leave them behind." I breathed in looking at Harry.

"I can't do this Harry. I can't leave all my friends, my family, and you. I just can't do it." I say started to cry

"Em, you have to do this. It's been your dream since you we're little. To travel the world and star in a film. Sure we will all miss you, me the most. And you'll miss us. But it's a once in a lifetime opportunity." He spoke holding my hands. 

"That sounds familiar." I giggle.

"It's exactly what you told me when I left for my first tour after the XFactor. But I'm serious Em. We will make this work. When ever one of us is free we will take the first flight over. We can call, text skype for however long you want. We will make it work Em. I promise!" Harry said pulling me into a deep and passionate kiss. We pulled away. 

"I guess your right. But I'm not leaving these behind." I say grabbing the photos and placing them in my purse. 

"Come on Em. Let's go." Harry says grabbing my hand.

*At the airport*

As we all walk into the airport, there were paps everywhere taking pictures, asking if Harry and I were still together. But anyways we finally made it to the terminal after all my bags were checked besides my purse. Now it was time for the goodbyes. El came up to me first. 

"Call, text, skype, visit. I'll miss you so much." El said hugging me

"I will El. I'll miss you so much too!" I say releasing her from the hug. Niall walked over next.

"I'll miss you Em! Come visit whenever!" He said

"I'm gonna miss you too Nial!!" I say hugging him.

"Come here Zaynie!" I said motioning over to him

"Awe! I'll miss you Emmie! Stay in touch!" He says releasing me from our hug.

"Liam!!!" I shout hugging him

"Emma! I'll miss you!" Liam says into my ear as we hug.

"I'll miss you too Liam. Keep Harry in line for me, yeah?" I laugh releasing him

"Will do love." He laughs.

"Louis, Louis, Louis.." I say.

"Yay, I thought you would never get to me." He smiles pulling me into the biggest bear hug.

"I'll miss you. Your like the brother I never had." I starting to cry realizing I wouldn't seeing my best friends every day like I'm use too. 

"Awe, your like a sister to me too! I love ya, Em. I'll miss my adopted sister." He smiles releasing me.

"Go see Harry. He'll need the longest goodbye of all." Louis whispers in my ear as he walks off to El. I'm seriously balling my eyes out at this point. I jump into Harry's arms. My arms around his neck and his arms around my waist lift me up off the ground.

"I'm gonna miss you so much!" I cry as he sets my feet back on the floor but still pulling me close to him.

"I'll miss you too!" He said pulling me into a kiss possibly our last for a while.

"Call me when you get there okay?" He says and I nod.

"Now I know how you felt when I left for tour." He laughs a little. I can tell he is on the verge of crying. 

"Haz. I love you so much." I say bitting my lip my lip trying to fight the tears. It didn't help.

"I love you more then you know!" Harry said pulling me into another kiss. This one longer and more passionate. Oh boy, I'm gonna miss you him so much. Not being able to kiss him whenever I want. Cuddle with him, hug him, being able to smell his amazing frangrance, seeing him everyday. This is going to be hard. 

"Flight 178B to LAX Airport is now boarding." Those few words said over the intercome broke our kiss. 

"I guess I have to go now." I choked out.

"Remeber, we will make this work I promise. I love you." He said releasing me. 

"I love you too. I'll call you once I land. Then skype you once I settle into my new flat." I say kissing his cheek. I take a deep breath.

"I guess it's goodbye for now." I say waving to the lads and El. They all said bye then I took another deep breath and started to walk into the terminal as I handed the counter person my ticket, I looked back to see all of them in a group hug. Harry looked at me. I could see the tears in his eyes. I mouted I love you to him. He did the same back. Once the counter person handed me my ticket. I made my way to my seat in the plane. 

Still crying, I took out the two photos I kept with me. All my memories flooded back from the tour and just being with all my best friends. And especially Harry. I felt my phone vibrate while looking at the photos. I took it out realizing it was from Harry. It was a snapchat of him bitting his lip with tears in his eyes. Saying:

'Missing you already! xoxo'

I sent one back quickly of me blowing him a kiss.

'I miss you too! Love you. xoxoxo'

"I'm sorry miss you have to shut your phone off. We're about to take off." The flight attendent politely said to me. I nodded and shut it off. Before I knew it, I was really leaving everyone I loved the most. It's was official.

I had officially said goodbye.

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I hope you didn't cry to much. I did writing this. ;( 

I just realized how hard it is to write an authors note. I never know what to say. Anyways. continue to read, vote comment, and tell anyone you know that reads fanfics. Also I was thinking of making a trailor for this... but I don't know how. If you make one, place the link in the comments please!! xoxo Love ya readers!!!