Cry Baby l.s

Carousel

Why did you steal my cotton candy heart?
You threw it in this damn coin slot.
Now I am stuck on stuck
Riding, riding, riding.

Harry parks the car in front of the town lake. Louis continues to cry. Harry puts out his hand. "C'mon, Let's go",Harry says.

Louis takes his hand and starts to walk behind Harry. Harry lends him up this hill the two sit.

Louis looks over the town. The sun is starting to set. It would be a amazing sight if Louis wasn't so disgusted of the town.

"I want to leave",Louis says. Harry nods. "I mean I finished school early nothing is holding me back",Louis whispers. "But what about your mother? She is obviously not okay",Harry says.

"You didn't see anything. If anyone asks she felt down the stairs and hit her head",Louis says. He takes out a packet of cigarettes. He uses a lighter to light his smoke and starts to smoke.

He feels peace enter his body through every smoke.

"Louis, we both know what happened today. What really happened",Harry says. "So?",Louis asks.

"Your mother could be dead or die",Harry says. "I mean I would be sad if she died but our family is so fucked up. I mean I would feel some sort of peace knowing it's over",Louis whispers.

Louis pulls out his phone to call his dad again. No answer. "Fucking hell",Louis says. "What?",Harry asks. "My dad. I think something is really wrong.",Louis says.

"Do you want me to track him?",Harry says. Louis nods. Even if he was with his whore, he still wanted to know he was okay.

"But not right now",Louis adds. He turns and looks at Harry. He looked amazing under the setting sunlight.

"So how do you plan on getting out of here?",Harry asks. "Music. I mean I wrote a few things but I think it's too deep for people to actually like",Louis says.

Harry shrugs " Can I hear some?",He asks. Louis puts out his smoke. "What the fuck",Louis shrugs.

He clears his throat.

"And it's all fun and games
Until somebody falls in love
But you already bought a ticket and there's no turning back now.
Round and round like a horse on a carousel we go.
Will I catch up to love I can never tell.
I know chasing after you is like a fairytale.
But I feel like I am glued on tight to this carousel.
Why did you steal my cotton candy heart?
You put it in this damn coin slot
And now I'm stuck on stuck.
Riding, riding,riding",Louis says.

Harry smiles. "I like it. It's different I like it a lot. What's it about?",Harry asks.

"My first love. His name was Zayn. We basically when back and forth in the relationship. It was good at first. But it just got tiring. I wondered it he would ever take me serious and actually date me.  I keep waiting and waiting and he though he was so much better than me but I still loved him. Until eventually I said "fuck you" and moved on",Louis explains.

Harry nods.

"What about you Harry? I know nothing about you",Louis says.
Harry chuckles and smiles. "Well, there isn't much to tell",Harry says.

"Why are you here?",Louis asks. "Because I got relocated",Harry answers. "So it was easy, to just pick up and leave?",Louis ask.

And shakes his head. "I mean yes, it was easy to leave because I didn't have any family",Harry says.

"What happened to them?",Louis asks. "They- umm. They died in a fire. I was about your age when it happened. So I went striaght into being a police officer. I wanted to be the best cop so another kid wouldn't lose their family",Harry explains.

Louis nods. "That's really cool Hazza",Louis says. "What?" Harry asks.

Now I gotta wash my mouth of with soap.

"Umm- I - uh",Louis stutters and blushes. "It's cool",Harry laughs. "I like Hazza",He adds.  Louis chuckles. He feels butterflies in his stomach.

Louis started to think about what happened earlier with Liam. He blushed. He turned his gaze away from Harry and onto the river.

"So what's the deal with you Harry? Why are you single?",Louis asks. "Why are you?",Harry says. "Because-",Louis stops himself. He couldn't tell a stranger he was gay and sleeping with Liam Panye.

"I asked you first",Louis says. Harry smirks. "I guess I haven't found what I am looking for",He answers. Louis nods. Harry stands up with a smile in his face.

He starts to take off his clothes. "What are you doing?",Louis asks. "You didn't think I would go to a clean river and now swim in it right?",Harry jokes.

He strips down to his boxers. Louis looks Harry up and down. The moonlight making Harry look that more hot.

Louis stares at Harry's tattoo. He imagines himself licking everyone with his tongue sending Harry great pleasure.

"Are you gonna get in?",Harry asks. Louis shakes his head. He knew he still had on the lace panties and he didn't want Harry to think he was a freak.

Harry shrugs before getting in. Leaving Louis there in the grass watching the view.

Louis couldn't control it. Harry was the only stable person in his life and he was hot. Louis just couldn't help but to have feelings for him. But what scares Louis, is that while he is watching Harry swim in the river- he is slowing realizing how deep those feelings are.