Childhood #2

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"I don't like clubs now, I did all that when I was eleven, eight and going back - nine, eight, seven, six. Fights break out, people throwing up, yelling, screaming, the police sirens. Our father never let us become a part of it other than to perform and leave. But sometimes in having to do that you would get caught up in some of the craziness. I saw it all. The lady who came on right before, when The Jacksons were little. And now next, the little Jackson 5', was the lady who took off all her clothes. Threw her panties into the audience and the men would grab them and sniff them. I saw all this. Her name was Rose Marie and she put these things on her breasts and moved them around and she showed everything. So when I became sixteen, seventeen, and guys would say: 'Let's go clubbing,' I would go, 'Are you crazy?' And the guys were like, 'No, are you crazy? We can get girls, we can get liquor.' But I had done that. I did that when I was baby. Now I want to be a part of the world and the life I didn't have. Take me to Disneyland, take me to where magic is."

Michael Jackson in MJ Tapes

"When I was a kid, I was denied not only a childhood, but I was denied love. When I reached out to hug my father, he didn't hug me back. When I was scared on an airplane, he didn't put his arm around me and say, 'Michael, don't worry. It's going to be OK.' When I was scared to go on stage, he said, 'get your ass on that stage.' ... I will never deny a child love. If it means that I have to be crucified or put in jail for it, then that's just what they're going to have to do.

Michael Jackson in remark to producer Cory Rooney, as repeated to Chris Yandek

"When people see the television appearances I made when I was a little boy — 8 or 9 years old and just starting off my lifelong music career — they see a little boy with a big smile. They assume that this little boy is smiling because he is joyous, that he is singing his heart out because he is happy, and that he is dancing with an energy that never quits because he is carefree.

But while singing and dancing were, and undoubtedly remain, some of my greatest joys, at that time what I wanted more than anything else were the two things that make childhood the most wondrous years of life, namely, playtime and a feeling of freedom. The public at large has yet to really understand the pressures of childhood celebrity, which, while exciting, always exacts a very heavy price.

More than anything, I wished to be a normal little boy. I wanted to build tree houses and go to roller-skating parties. But very early on, this became impossible. I had to accept that my childhood would be different than most others. But that's what always made me wonder what an ordinary childhood would be like."

Michael Jackson in his reflection "My Childhood, My Sabbath, My Freedom," December 2000

Michael Jackson in his reflection "My Childhood, My Sabbath, My Freedom,"  December 2000

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