I stare into her deep hazel brown eyes wondering if it was a mistake or everything I ever wanted.
What would happen if I gave in to temptation once?
Maybe I'm wrong and she is everything I need.
Her love, her passion, her lust...
Maybe I 'Toni Bra...
Toni- I sit at my couch sipping on my raspberry margarita as I watch my sisters all laugh around me. But the only thing I think about is her. Her smile, her beautiful eyes, her hair that look soft to the touch, how beautiful she is.
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Beyonce Knowles. The women who had been on my mind since she first texted me a few days ago. Sadly I haven't talked to her since then because she was busy setting up her house and the studio, plus she had to get Blue settled in which left no time for us to talk more.
I start picking at the shrimp dish in front of me becoming saddened by the fact that we haven't talked. I shouldn't even be though because we aren't together, she probably was just trying to be nice, what would a beautiful, celebrity woman like her want with me, a lonely writer.
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I'm suddenly drawn out of my musings as Tamar loudly calls my name. "Toni Michelle!" She yells causing me to roll my eyes "What Tay and don't be calling out my government name like that girl I got warrants" I say back to her irritated.
She quickly smacks her lips looking at me like I'm the one who is crazy "girl don't be rolling your eyes at her" she says talking in third person "and where you was at cause you surely wasn't here with us."
I look around at my sisters who stare back at me with concerned looks "sorry I was...just thinking about my book..." I explain to them hoping they buy the lie. "You a...just thinking lie" Towanda replies back, the sisters laugh loudly before sobering back up.
"Come on Toni we are your sisters, you can tell us what's going on" Trina says soothingly. I nod before answering them "I know guys, I promise nothing is wrong." Traci drinks the last of her blueberry margarita before talking "what you need to do is get you a man and get that back cracked" she says almost making me spit out my drink. "What?" I shriek.
"Yeah girl you need you a big gorrilla you know they got them big ole things" Tamar inputs, nodding her head like she is agreeing with herself. "Okay first off, ewww! And second off I don't need a man-" I start to say only to be interrupted by Towanda.
"You need something cause you got that, I'm in need of di-" I quickly throw up my hands in hope of them stopping "okay! Okay! Please guys y'all about to make me lose my appetite" I beg them.
