Beyond Wonderland Ray Ray Love Story

Snow

Alayna's pov

I woke up and went outside. I looked up at the moon and how it shines in the darkness of the night. It's like the only light that brightens the night from its sadness.

I started to walk and as I walked, I went to this beautiful meadow. It was so peaceful and quiet. And that's when it started. The world that I can see that no one else can see.

Beyond Wonderland.

When I got there it was freezing. The ground was cold, causing me to get goose bumps. It tickled my bare feet as I walk. The trees were full of these white flakes that melted under my feet as I walked. I think it's snow - I heard it before but I've never seen or touched it until now.

You see, I live in Califoria and it's hot. We don't get any snow here.

I felt free, happy ,different , and amazing. It was a whole new feeling that I never felt before. I begin to cry as I cried the mournful fell of my shoulder. I wiped my tears and smiled. The snow fall came close to my face so I stick my tongue out so that I can taste it. I lay in the snow, close my eyes and smiled. The snow was freezing , but I didn't care. I started to move around. Then, I noticed I was making a snow angel I moved some more to make it bigger. I was having so much fun.I laugh at my silliness. I realized something I had to go back to that horrible place. So, I walked up and I started to see the meadow again. I hated to go to that house. All it had was broken windows, bloody carpet , broken door, horrible beds, no food, and no drink. I made it to the house and worte a poema bout what I seen tonight.

I feel wet snow on my cold,dry skin

As the darkness falls to settle in

The stars shine bright to lead my way

Thorough tall,snow covered trees which bend and sway

I know not where I came from or

Where I will go while strange, dark place

Where sounds surround me without a face

The night goes on peacefully dark and slow

With all beauty shining as a glistening glow

I have been here before through I know not when

As sure as I know I will be here again

A place that is quiet, safe comforting me

Which the icy brook flows, round a sweet smelling tree

I feel wet snow on my warn soft skin

It is this dark place that I want to be in

The cold reminds me of a beautiful thing I have lost

My heart tells me in hours this day will be past when the night time comes to me slowly in the snow at last

I am back in the snow so pristine and clean sadness shows me I've found this was only a wonderland

After I was done writing my poem . I ran in my mom room and woke her up. To tell her bout where I went.

Alayna: MA MA MA MA MA MA MA!!!!!!

(alayna mom aka am)

Am: WHAT!!!!!!!

Alayna: I seen snow. You know that place I always talk about

Am: here we go again how many times have I said I don't care bout what you are talking about and that stupid place isn't real. You are crazy you need help I don't know whats wrong with you. You need to go in a mental hospital . You need a damn life instead of talking crazy about something that's not even real.

Alayna: Yes, it is, I know it is you cant tell me. I know what I'm talking about, I'm not fucking crazy one. You let some ass hole beat the shit out of you and you call yourself a mother. You can never be a real mother. Just like you said that world I been going to is not real, well your not real either. *storm out the room*

How is she going to tell me whats real or not. One day someone going to believe me. I just know it. I lied down and thinking about the snow and how beautiful it was. The way it sat on the ground, trees and the water causing it to freeze into ice. It look like it can never melt, so long lasting . And the way it taste like water from the heavens . I want to go back and be happy again. This world I'm in right now is hell to me. My mother is getting abuse, I'm hungry all the time but I get to eat at school. She never buy food or drink. I live in apartment but it trashed. She doesn't have any job so the lights are off and the water. The sun is my light and the water is at school. But, whats funny is she has a phone. I think a man brought it for her. Sometime, she leave and don't come back until 2:00am or days and weeks. I think she been going with men to get money so, basically she is selling her body to men.Smh. I was already hungry but it was worst. Then I seen my mom.

Am: alayna I am going to be gone for 2 weeks

Alayna: ok bye

Am: bye oh and alayna you hurt my feelings earlier today

Alayna:I'm sorry

Am: *walk out the door*

Alayna: I guess

I walk out the door and watch her leave me like she always do. But, I didn't care I don't need her but she going to need me one day and I'm not going to help her. S he didn't even say good-bye to me or say she love me. She didn't tell me anything but, that's whats hurts she didn't say NOTHING to me. I didn't see her walking anymore she was gone. I will be home by myself Im glad that I was and then I though my dad he will come and try to hurt me.