You were hugging her like your afraid to lose her,you couldnt even let her go because your afraid.She wants to let go but you grasp her more,until you let her go.You watch her walk away but,then you try to stop her from leaving you.Screaming how much you love her,that you couldnt let her go.Then it hits me,is faith playing with me or trying to hurt me.Its like a spear that went through me,that im gonna break within the minute.My eyes are fury with resentment towards the both of you,i suddenly feel the raged to stop this feeling.Im angry because i cant be her,why cant i?I love you soo much that i can take a bullet for you.Why am i so suffering soo much,what did i do to feel this way.I feel madness in me,that i can curse the both of you to suffer what im feeling right know.I became indignant at what im witnessing,that i feel like a lovesick person trying to catch your attention.
