I cant understand myself sometimes,i feel like an idiot thats changing course.In the first place i want to forget you,then theres this feeling within the deepest part of my heart that wont stop beating.But my minds keeps reminding that i have to move on,because i keep hurting myself for just one guy.Its like the change of the color inside my head,thats affecting the weather.That i feel the cold air when im you not arround me,but when you suddenly come in the picture i feel this hot air around me.And if i feel this suddent control thats about to tight this grip in my eyes if i saw you with someone,i feel that my eyes pouring like a rain in the sky.But if i feel PMS'ing i start to think in a negative way,i act like i own you.I feel jealous if someone is around you,a girl or a boy i dont care.Youre mine-i may sound like a maniac but all i care is about you,that sometimes i cant control it.Its like a suddent rage coming from my system,like a bad storm thats coming.Even if im a bad stormy weather to be forcast,youll just change the channel of the television,because youll get bored.Maybe you just need a good news to be report,for you to notice me huh.
