Broken...

Chapter 3- Gone

I'm just gonna start the chapter, I have nothing to say XD

~Start of chap~

~Video Entry 3~

"Hi...Casey is no longer here...so I will be taking over..." I say holding back tears...

"If you guys don't know...Casey died l-last wee-" I pause...I start to stutter and think about Casey...the only one who would have stood by me...casey...

"I'm sorry...i-i can't do this" I turn off the camera...I look at the comments like an idiot and see all of the hate comments from Rachel and her little gang off whores.

Rachel17: Oh my god just kill yourself like Casey did, one less life to worry about 😂

MirandieTheBest: Honestly Rachel is right, just die, you stupid whore lol

AlCatt: Bailey is just trying to make people feel bad for her sorry for the truth 😁

I read and read...like a drug addiction that I can't get rid of...

"Bailey, Come down for dinner" I hear my mothers words...they are like a angels words saving me from hell and grief.

"I-i, I'll be right there..." I say trying not to show I was crying...I put eye drops in my eyes then look at myself in the mirror...I look at myself like a new me...the old me is just gone...I have nothing...its my fault I killed Casey...its all my fault...if I wouldn't have volunteered she would still be here...her parents could have done it...she wouldn't be dead right now...its my fault...all my fault...I find myself covering up everything, from the tears to my depression, I walk downstairs and into the dinning

I ignore everyone and get my food, I move onto the table and eat as fast as I can, trying to avoid anyone's questions and avoid life itself...