Chapter 11

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Becca's P.O.V

I closed my eyes and thought it was gone. I put my blanket over my head, and also thought it would go away. I felt the couch sink in below my feet and removed the blanket from my head. I looked at the ground where Shawn was sitting and he wasn't there.

"It's me, becca." He mumbled.

I jumped and accidentally kicked him.

"What the hell Shawn?!!"

"Hey you finally said a cuss word props to you" I could feel the smirk approaching his face.

"What are you doing up?"

"I can't sleep on the floor."

I rolled my eyes and scooted towards the couch a little more.

"There"

He sprawled his feet out on the couch, which his feet smelled really bad.

I guess I don't really understand. Why is he so bad at school, but when he comes home he's a complete angel?

"Hey Shawn?"

"What?"

"Why is it that at school you're so bad but when you're home, you're like an angel?"

Well, it's a long story."

"I have the time, I mean you just woke me up, so"

"Well, it all started when my parents split. I was upset, but hey, what could you do? When my parents were breaking, my grades went down. I became careless. I didn't care what my younger sister Aaliyah did. I didn't care if people talked about me. I just didn't care, not what anyone thought. I started disrespecting my teachers, but I really care, I mean I guess you could say all that mattered was that my parents were split, divorced, and all I wanted was them back together. I respect my parents, not their decisions, but I love them. My parents don't know how bad I am. I mean I guess I'm not as bad as most kids, but some people are scared of me? Most people hate me. But really the only know who I really am is my step sister Kimberly and Sergio. And I guess you guys. But really, I like being bad. I'm just not going to stop. It's like an addiction, kind of like weed."

"Oh, Shawn I'm so sorry."

"Nah it's fine"

"So do you smoke weed?"

There was dead silence.

"Let's just say that I have before."

"Oh"

He sat up and put his face close to mine.

"But listen, you don't need to be scared of me, baby." He breathed. I nodded my head.

He laid back down and started chuckling. I hid myself under the blankets, and fell asleep.

**3 days later**

Today was Saturday. I needed to stay home today, since I've been gone. I got out of my big bed, and into the bathroom. I started my shower, and walked back out to my closet. I found a black crop top and a high waisted sunflower flow skirt. I picked out a strapless bra, and a pair of fresh clean under wear. I hopped in the shower, finally, putting the shampoo the top of my head, and scrubbing it. I washed it all out, and applied a small amount of conditioner at the end. I washed my body, and and finally rinsed my hair hopped out. I plugged in my blow drier, and applied heat protector. After my hair was dry I put it in a half pony tail, and curled the ends. Like Ariana Grande style, ( she's my idol ). I applied a bit of mascara. When I got out I remembered I wasn't doing anything today. So I went and took a selfie. Once I took the perfect one and post it on Instagram.

I walked down my stairs and into my huge living room, and walked to my piano. I started playing "Nothing like us" By Justin Bieber.

That was one of my favorite song to play.

'Lately I've been thinkin,

Thinkin' bout what we had.

I know it was hard.

It was all that we knew, ya

Have you been drinkin'

To take all the pain away?

I wish that I could give you what you deserve.....

Cause nothing can ever,

Ever replace you.

Nothing can make me feel like you do, yeah.

You know there's no one

I can relate to.

And know we won't find a love that's so true...

There's nothing like us,

There's nothing like you and me.

Together through the storm.

There's nothing like us

There's nothing like you and me.

Together, oh

I have you everything, baby,

Everything I had to give,

Girl, why would you push me away, yeah?

Lost in confusion,

Like an illusion

You know I'm used to making your day...

But that is I the past now.

We didn't last now,

I guess that this means it's meant to be, yeah..

Tell me, was it worth it?

We were so perfect.

But, baby,I just want you to see...

There's nothing like us.

There's nothing like you and me,

Together through the storm.

There's nothing like us.

There's nothing like you and me.

Together, oh

There's nothing like us.

There's nothing like you and me.

Together through the storm.

There's nothing like us.

'There's nothing like you and me. '

Together.'

I stopped.

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Srry if I left you hanging 😂

XOXO MELANIE 🙈💕

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