Alice In Wonderland (With A Twist)

Reality Hits Hard

I heard screams coming from my mothers room. It only ment that my father was beating her again. The last time I tried to stop him from doing that, he tried to choke me and yell at me about how worthless I was. He only told me about a million times how he hates me and how I wasn't supposed to be born. I only made it worst, it seems like that's all I ever do.

"Alice! Where are you, you little worthless piece of shit"

My dad was yelling for me, the last time he did this he touched me. When I tried to stop him he beat me.

"There you are"

He grabbed my wrist and pulled me up onto my feet. He lowered his hands and put his hands on my ass. I tried to push him away but it was useless, he towered over me and was much stronger than me. He grabbed my head and smashed his lips against mine. His breath reeked of achol. His clothes where covered in blood. My mother was most likely dead.

He pushed me onto the floor and I started crawling to the open door. He grabbed my ancles and pulled me back to him after he finished unbuckling his belt and taking off his pants.

Tears were pouring out of my eyes when I was begging him not to rape me, i was trying to stop him. I knew he was going to do it anyways, and that their was no point in trying to escape. Even if I didn't have a chance of getting away from him, I couldn't fight the erge to fight back.

He grabbed my arms and held them over me as he ripped my clothes off my body. His gripped tightened around my wrists and I gasped out in pain.

"Oh, come on Alice I know you love this, just like our last encounter" he said as he was taking my panties off.

"No, stop please dad!" I yelled.

"Don't yell at me. And call me daddy or baby not dad" He taunted.

"No no, please don't make me" I pleaded.

"Do it!" He screamed. "Or I'll beat you, and make the noises."

"Your sick!" I yelled.

"Do it or I will beat you!" he smirked.

I didn't want to do it but if I didn't do it I would get beat or worst, he would kill me like my mother.

I forced myself to moan.

I hated my life. Out of all the people in the world why did I have to go through this.

When he finished, my eyes felt so heavy that I couldn't help but fall asleep.

When I woke up I gasped. I had dreampt about a weird dream I had when I was smaller. It was so odd that I had it again. I always thought that I had that dream because I would eat candy at night before bed.

When I looked at the small clock that was barley working I saw that it was 2:38 AM. I couldn't fall asleep, because I couldn't stop the images of my father raping me in my head. I tried to chase them away with happy thoughts. Once the image of my father was gone, I started seeing my mother being killed repeatedly in my head. It wouldn't stop, one bad image after another and another and another, they just wouldn't stop!

-*-

Today I had school, but at this point I really didn't care about it, my father wasn't even paying it anymore so I was soon to get kicked out, especially because I was doing very bad in it. The only reason why I would stay there was because of my friends. Well our group is called "The Thugs" its either be the killer or be killed when it comes to them, and I chose to be the killer.

I scavenged through my drawer to find an outfit to wear. When I put on my clothes I tip-toed out of the house before running to school.

When I got there I immediately saw my friends and walked over to them.

"Hey Alice" DJ chuckled.

DJ was the leader of our group and he doesn't take anything from nobody, unless of course, its drugs.

"Hey little mama, how you doin?" West smirked.

West is Dj's best friend. Also the one guy who always trys to hit on me. When he smirked it reminded me of last night, and then my stomach turned into a knot.

West was cute and I liked him, and he clearly liked me. It felt like he was going to ask me out at anytime now.

West started to walk over to me and my stomach managed to turn Even more into a knot.

"Aye hot shot" I giggled.

He looked at me in the eyes and put his hands on the side of my shoulders and slid them down to my hands.

"Ohh shit, look at West and Alice, he's holding her hands" Ava piped up.

"Shut up Ava!" West barked.

West started to turn pink and looked down at my hands. He started to pull me towards the group.

"Hey guys, I got that good shit I promised" Dj said in excitement.

"Really?" Ava said in disbelief.

"What the fuck you mean really Ava, you don't think I got the shit?" Dj said intimidatingly.

"Nah chill baby I didn't mean it, I know you got it"

I saw West roll his eyes. Dj grabbed Ava's head and smashed his lips against hers. They started to make out while me and West where just standing there like blinking idiots not knowing what to do. When they finished Ava wiped her mouth and bit her lip.

"Yo, Dj can we get the shit while you, uh, have sex with your girl over there" West asked.

I saw Dj reach into his long sagging pants and give it to West as if they were handing down a gun.

While I was preparing the stuff for us to smoke and sniff, from the corner of my eye I could see West watching every move I was taking. Even though it felt uncomfortable it was kinda of satisfying to see that there was a guy who actually cared about me instead of just wanting sex. I knew he wanted to have sex with me but he cared about what happens to me.