Addicted

Chapter 6

Allison's POV

I slowly opened my eyes and my visions were blurry but i knew someone was holding my hand and the person seem so familiar, it was on the tip of my tongue. But then I gave up as I tried to figure out where I was.

My visions become clear, I was at the hospital,then I remembered correctly, I was sent to the hospital cause I nearly killed myself because of Ethan. So I am not going to talk or show any emotion to anyone ever again. I slowly moved my hand and Thomas's head shot up, he looked like he have not been near food.

"Your awake", he said, I didn't answer I just looked at him

No emotion whatsoever, then he gave me a concerned look on his eyes," are you OK?", he asked," call the doctor ", was I asked and he nod. As he walked off I sat up off the bed when I felt a sting from my stomach, oh right the wound.

I sighed as I lied back on the bed as the doctor came in the room. He looked like he was in his early forties but his eyes was so beautiful with green mixed with blue it was extraordinary," so what do you need Ms. Silver?" He asked me, " well I was wondering when can I leave ", I said", well you can leave in three days but try not to stand or do any extra action, stay in bed until the wound is healed", he explained and I nodes in agreement. He left and my brother came back in

Silence stretch into the room it was killing me." Do you want to talk about why you almost killed yourself? ", he said in a serious tone," I am not in the mood to bring that shit up at the moment ",I answered right after him.

He glared at me until he nodded.

I convinced him to go home I would be fine, only because I need some me time to think about what he told me over the phone as I fiddled with a loose hair strands darkness took over.

Three days past quicker than I thought it would. The drive back home was one awkward silence and to be honest I think I like it that way. As the car came to a stop , I hurried back to my room. I shout my bedroom door and locked it

'I don't need this right now I need to rest', I said to myself and I went through my closet, I pulled on a extra large t shirt and my black short shorts

What can I say? I love oversized shirts

I went downstairs and saw my brother siting on the couch his hands covering his face, he seem so hurt, because of me. I sat beside him and rubbed his back," I am fine Tom ", I whispered softly in his ears and we hugged in silence. I missed this, our bound.

We went out, and had a wonderful time. We came home and I was exhausted. I crawled upstairs and to my bedroom. I checked my phone

200 Missed calls from Ethan
215 Unread messages from Ethan

I glared at the phone until it rang. It was Ethan, I stared at the phone then answered, I pressed the phone to my ears as my heart was beating rapidly in my chest as I felt hot tears streaming down my eyes.

I had no intention to say a sound." Ally I am so sorry I was drugged and I didn't know what got to me it's my fault for everything and I lo-"," look I don't care what happened to you but you don't deserve anything from me so you should be happy with your new sex toy", I spat

"Please!" He pleaded with guilt "no just leave me the fuck alone!!" I snapped and hang up the phone.

I lied on the floor as I curled in a ball I cried myself to sleep.

**********back to school***********

The wound was fully healed so I got to go back to school. I woke up before the alarm and went to the bathroom and took a quick shower. Came out and went in the closet

I pulled on a red tank top with a pink mini jacket, then a acid washed jeans. I fixed my hair in twin ponytails.

I looked at myself in the full length mirror and smiled, ' I liked like a little hot girl' my conscious said.

I hopped downstairs, nearly tripped, I went to the kitchen to find Thomas making pancakes, " good morning Lil sis" he greeted me with a smile, I hugged him from behind and took a pancake " good morning big bro", I said as I took a bite of heaven. I finished eating and took my bag and car keys and went through the door to my red Jeep.

It was my birthday present from my Uncle Michael and I loved it ever since. I hopped in and drives away to school.

I parked my Jeep and went out to my locker. Everyone was looking at me when I saw my best friend at my locker eyes locked on her phone. She looked at me and she smiled and ran up hugged me tight.

"Vicky........can't........breathe", I managed to say and she released me," I heard what happened I am going to kill the son-of-a-bitch ", she threatened till her boyfriend called her" got to go", she said and I nodded as I gave her a quick hug and she went to her boyfriend.

Tyler stared at me, like a 'I am going to get you for what you did' look. I shook it off and walked to class.

History is so boring I was watching the clock the whole time until the bell rang indicating it was lunch, I raced out the class and went to the cafeteria.

I sat at my table alone, then he came, my ex Travis. He sat beside me I completely blocked him out of my life when he cheated on me." I am sor-","too late for that shit", I interrupt him

"Look I -"," was not thinking, I know" I interrupt again, he looked at me", just give me on-","one last chance I gave you my all and you fucked other girls, do you think you should get a chance? ", I asked staring at him.

" you don't deserve shit from me ", I glared at him and he nodded a no.

This ass though