The Lies You Told *Nathan Sykes Fan Fiction*

Deep Breathe & Hope For The Best

Hello Darlings,

I know usually I put this at the end, and there will be one too but I felt the need for a tiny change and well this was it. I hope you liked the last super short chapter and I'm hoping this one will be a slightly if not a whole lot longer. So I shall not waste your precious time. Let's commence....

-Mona Travieza

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Tick tock tick tock.... I watched as the clock slowly moved, I was in Math class, the end of the day was so close yet so far out of my reach. The teacher's mouth moved as she spoke but my ears heard no of it, everything around me was muted the only sound that had me on edge was the clock's ticking. Five more minutes that's all I had left before the day was officially over and I had to tell him.

I've never been the religious type but through out the day I kept sending tiny prayers that if there was such a thing as a God for him to help me tell Nathan, and have Nathan stick by my side. I just wanted a family for my child, my hand subconsciously slid across my flat tummy for the hundredth time that day.

"Tee are you okay?" I turned to face Julia, a quiet girl that I took in as a sister. Her face full of concern.

"Yeah why?" I asked turning to completely face her.

"Well I thought you might have a stomach ache or something, you seem a bit pale and keep rubbing your stomach." I tried to keep a calm facade as I lied to her for now, I wanted Nathan to be the first to know.

"No I just think the lunch might've not been such a great choice. Did you see all the grease on that burger and I almost sure the mac & cheese was made of rubber or something, like seriously are they trying to kill us?" I quickly semi-lied, the school lunch was horrible but I never complained about the burgers, I loved them the greasier the better. She laughed, as the bell rang and we both quickly gathered our things to leave. I waved to her as we left the classroom heading towards my locker. I shoved everything in my locker and grabbed a couple books and notebooks I would need to finish tonights assignments. I closed my locker and turned around to come face to face with perfection.

"Hello you!" I said as I wrapped my arms around his waist and placed my head above his heart listening to his heart beat.

"You're in a better mood."

"Mhmm.." He took a hold of my hand as we walked out of the school toward the parking lot. He walked me to my car and noticed his Harley just a few spaces down from my car. He kissed my forehead.

"My house or yours?" he asked. I sighed.

"Mine." I tried to smile as he smiled down at me and kissed my lips.

"Alright meet you there. I have some awesome news to tell you." He jumped with excitement.

"Me too." I muttered.

"What?" He asked.

"What?, oh nothing can't wait to hear your awesome news." He nodded with excitement. He placed a soft kiss on my forehead once again and heading towards his bike.

"See you there!" He yelled back at me as a smile crossed his face. I turned and got into my car. I drove out of of the school lot and headed home.

As I drove up the drive way I noticed his bike in the garage and him standing next to the garage door that lead into the house. After parking the car and opening my door he walked over and reached for my backpack and purse. Took  a hold of my hand as he lead us to the door. I took the keys out of my pocket and unlocked the door. After setting my things down in the living room, we headed into the kitchen. As I was filling up a cup of orange juice, I felt his arms wrap around my waist, and soft kissed being placed up and down my throat and shoulder blade. A small moan escaped my mouth, he chuckled. Waking me from my lust hazed state. I stepped away from him.

"We need to talk." I stated as I headed back into the living room.

"Oh right but me first...guess what?"

"Uhmm..I don't know Nath. Tell me. You know I hate guessing."

"Mrs.Guethernal told me that there are some auditions going on. Their looking for singers and she thinks I may have a shot at making it." I smiled with excitement.

"That's awesome. When are the auditions?" I questioned.

"That's the thing...I'd have to go to London and I'd be their a few months I believe." He said nervously moving side to side. " I mean we'd still be together and I'll call and Skype any chance I get, and visit whenever possible. I love you and I don't want this to break us and if I have to I'll stay." He kneeled infront of me, I looked into his eyes I could see his nervousness, love, and hope swiring around making my heart swell with love but squeeze with regret, about what I had already made my mind about.

"When do you leave?" I smiled up at him, my smile never reaching my eyes but he didn't seem to notice with his excitement.

"This Friday. I'll call I promise and we can Skype and email and I'll visit every chance I get. I promise." He said as he stood and placed a kiss on my lips, making me close my eyes so he wouldn't see the emotions swirling within me, because I knew he would know as soon as he looked into my eyes. He was always good at reading me, I could never hide anything from him, but this I had to hide. He need this, he needed to get away from this town and he needed to make his dreams come true and if this was the only way than so be it. I love him and I know that he loves me and I'm sure he would stay if I told him, but I had to let him go, and soon I had to set him free. It broke my heart but there was no way around it.

"Tierrah? Are you okay?" He asked as he sat next to me, I placed my head on his shoulder as he wrapped his arm around me.

"Yeah just nervous about how everything will turn out, I'll miss you more than anything, but it's for the best and it's been your dream, I just know you'll make it. " He smiled as he placed a kiss on my forehead.

"I love you and I'll miss you too. But it will work out just fine. You are my main motivation, you are the only one apart from my family that believes in me and my dreams. Thank you for understanding, but think about it this way it will only be a couple of months. I'll be back before you know it." I looked up into his eyes, placing my hand behind his neck, bringing his lips down to mine and kissed him with all I had, all the love and passion and need in me I placed it all in that one kiss.

Slowly he parted our lips, " So what was your news?"

"Oh..umm." I couldn't tell him anymore I just couldn't so I lied." I-I got a...a perfect score on my creative writing paper." I smiled and he smiled down at me.

"That's to be expected. You are a beautiful, intelligent and amazing person, how I got you to go out with me is beyond my understanding. I'm one lucky guy." He pecked my lips once again, making me whimper and him chuckle as we parted too soon for my liking.

"No..no I'm the lucky one." I said as leaned in and placed my head on his chest and my right hand over his heart.

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Hello Darlings,

Did you see that coming? Heart breaking I know. So will she ever tell him? How about when he gets back? Any hopes for Nathan and Tierrah? Alright well I hope you like this update and hopefully you beautiful people LIKE, COMMENT and FAN! and UNTIL NEXT TIME!

-Mona Travieza