Confessions

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Niall POV

"I'm such a fucking moron" I mumbled to myself after Bella slammed the door to our door. I paced the kitchen thinking eventually I got tired and layer on the couch knowing I wouldn't be able to get into my room anytime soon.

I woke up and heard Lizzy crying so I picked myself up and went upstairs.

Bella POV

I heard Lizzy crying so I got up and went to her room but as soon as I walked in I saw Niall trying to rock Lizzy to sleep.

"I tried but I can't get her to stop" He said

I walked over and took her from his hands without saying a word

"Bella please talk to me" Niall pleaded

I didn't talk I just stood there looking at the floor I heard a few sniffs. I looked up and saw Niall with tears running down his cheeks

"Bella please" he pleaded his voice cracking

"Where have you been the whole week?" I asked

'I have been out with a friend" he said

"So then why couldn't you just tell me that?"

"Because.."

"You aren't telling me everything" I said

"Okay I was in the studio and there was this intern there for a week and it was Holly and she asked if u wanted to catch up over lunch and I agreed because i had to not be in your way then we had lunch everyday this week until Thursday" He said

"What happened?" I asked

"She tried to kiss me but I didn't kiss her I swear I left right when I knew what she was doing" He said

I nodded and we sat in silence until I asked

"Why did you have to be out if my way, What makes you think I'm in your way?" I asked

"Bella I'm not good at this"

"Not good at what?"

"I'm a terrible father a crappy husband-

And before he could finish I crashed my lips onto his

"Your not a terrible father and a crappy husband" I said

"Yes I am"

"Why do you say that?"

"Because when Lizzy is crying I can't get her to stop and I don't even know what to do with her" he said

"Niall it only the beginning you just have to learn"

He nodded and wrapped me in a big hug and mumbled into my kneck

"Does this mean your not mad at me?"

"Yes" I said

Niall POV

YES SHE FORGIVES ME!!!!!!

"Here" she said and handed me Lizzy and her bottle

"Ill be right back" she said an walked out

She started to cry but after a lot of singing and rocking she fell asleep.

Bella POV

After sitting in our bed for about an hour I went to Lizzys room and saw Niall rocking her. I walked over quietly and wrapped my arms around his waist. He turned around and hugged me back I took Lizzy from his arms and settled her back in her crib. then he came over and picked me up bridal style and kissed me while walking us back to our bedroom

"I love you so freakin much Bella"

"I love you too Ni"

A/N: Okay I know it sucked and I need very goo feedback If u have any ideas to make my story better I'm all ears :)

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