Ship:Catthew
plot:Thoughts cloud Matt's mind
Matt POV:
Music was the only thing that kept me sane
well that and my boyfriend Carter
but he's been gone for a couple weeks now
i still don't talk even though he told me i should
maybe he wanted to get away from me like everyone else
why couldn't i just go away to never land
Maybe Carter could be my Peter Pan and i could be his lost boy
i guess i would just have to keep imaging it
I've probably heard all of my 300 songs 6 times today
just sitting under our tree in the forest
the tree had dead branches
just like me it used to be bright and cheerful
but now its dead and empty
just like me dead and empty
its quiet here in the forest
i spend all my day here go to school with all those assholes and get bullied for not talking
but yet when i used to try and talk they would only get angrier
so i finally decided to stay quiet
Shivering at the cold wind i lean my back on the dead tree quietly with music blasting out of my red headphones that i deeply loved
Thoughts of Carter rushing through my mind
maybe he didn't want to be near me anymore?
maybe he was tired that i never talked and decided to leave
i saw a small bird land on the floor walking around before flying away with a group of other birds i wish i had someone i could fly away with
at the moment i had one song stuck on replay it was lost boy the song reminded me of Carter
Carter was my Peter Pan
This tree was my get away my never land
Captain hook was my abusive dad
tinker bell would be my mum small and fragile
and Wendy was like my younger sister small and innocent
and well me i was the lost boy
The stupid lost boy that no one cared about no one noticed
i was just a lost boy
