My Salvation

17.) Kitty Konfessions

-----Harry's POV-----

I need to see her right now. Maybe I can sneak into her house. I feel myself shrink into a cat form.. If I meow at her door loud enough I bet she would hear me and let me in. She loves cats.

I run to her house and I scratch at her door and meow as loud as I can. I wish I could just turn into a lion and roar but that would probably scare her. I see a light come on from the window and I know she's coming. Yes, my kitty purrs were a success.

She opens the door and I turn my head to the side and purr. She goes awwe and picks me up. I'm in. I will never tell her that I can change forms. She doesn't even know that the human I go to isn't real.

She sets me on the couch "Are you hungry? You look hungry I'll be back" SHe runs off into the kitchen and and about a minute later she returns with a bowl of milk. "I don't really own any pets so I don't have cat food but i think this will work. Enjoy kitty." She sits on the couch right in front of me and I look into her eyes. She looks sad for some reason but I don't want to look into her mind just yet. I need her to talk to me on her own.

I meow to get her attention and she looks at me with this look. I can tell she's about to break down so I get into her lap and and snuggle my head into her stomach. She giggles and rubs my head as I purr. Damn that feels good. "You like that little kitty?" She giggles. I look up at her. Fuck yes I do do it again. I hate being a cat. Everything is so sensitive and I feel clingy. I will not be clingy.

"Sometimes I don't even know what goes into his mind. I try to read him, but it's so damn hard. I try to look into his eyes to read him, but he just use that as an opportunity to read me. It's not fair that he can just do that. I wish I was a higher being but all I am is a human." You are so much

more then that. Hush baby girl.

"I hate that sometimes. Especially when I'm surrounded by people who can read minds and walk into people's dreams. I miss Niall. At least he wasn't so mean to me. I don't what happened today. I just wish he would go back to the way he was that day." That's when I look up at her to see her crying. I look into her eyes to see what she's thinking

-----Flashback-----

"Come on in. I bet you're hungry. I'll take your coat and get dinner on. The kitchen is just through that door to the left." He takes my coat and he walks up the stairs. I walk through the door and go into the kitchen. I sit down at the island and wait for harry to come back. I hear him running down the stairs and he bust into the kitchen frightening me a little. I squeal and jump turning around to look at him.

"Whats wrong? Why are you running?"

"Nothing I just... What kind of food do you want?"He smiles while rubbing his hand on his neck. He walks around the island to the fridge.

"Uhh I don't know. Surprise me!" I put my hands in the air and looks him in the eyes. I will never get tired of that color. I think it's my new favorite. Maybe I'm staring now. I should stop. I look down and look at my hands folded in front of me.

"I'm glad you like my eyes, and yeah you were staring but you know what." He leans on the island and lifts my chin up to look at him and I just now notice how close we are. "You're really cute when you stare. Your mouth opens just a little and you're beautiful eyes get big and they water over. You're face looks relaxed and so spaced out. So innocent. You're very beautiful." He whispers and looks down at my lips.

My breath catches as he leans forward more and I close my eyes. I lean a little to him and our lips brush. I open my eyes and to see his are closed shut tightly. Like he's in pain. I bring my hand up to his face and pull him to me as our lips touch. He lets out a big sigh against my lips and kisses me harder then I pull back. His breath fans across my face as i whisper to him "Chicken alfredo is my favorite meal."

He lets out a sigh and I giggle. He keeps his head down and looks up at me. "Well at least I know what to cook now." He walks around to the fridge and takes out the chicken, peas, and tomatoes and gets the noodles and sauce out of the cabinet.

"I can help you cook it if you want. I'm a great cook." I offer to help.

"Sure you can get the pan and start cooking the chicken." I nod and walk over to the chicken cleaning and rinsing the chicken. I look in the cupboard for the cutting board. "Here this is it i was using it for the tomatoes."

"Thanks I'll wash it off." I try to take it from him but he holds onto it and i look at him.

"Or you could just use it dirty. We both know that you like things filthy." My eyes widen and I watch him smirk. I have no idea what he's talking about.

"Oh yes I think you know exactly what i'm talking about." He pulls me close to him "And with you cooking in my kitchen really turns me on." I feel his hand on my waist as it slides down to my ass. He squeezes which makes me squeal and push him away.

"Not washing it off after using it is unsanitary. Basic rule with cooking and I'm not trying to get sick." I take the cutting board from him and turn around to wash it off. I put some chicken on there and start cutting. I hear him chuckle and start cooking the noodles

Once everything was ready I set the table while Harry made the plates. He came back and sets the plates down with a bottle of wine in his arm.

"I don't think I should be drinking I'm a real light weight if we finish that bottle I'm gonna be wasted." I say and chuckle while shaking my head no

"Well then that's why I'm here to help you," He pours me a glass and I grin already knowing this is not going to end well.

----Flashback-----

She knew that that night wasn't going to go well. Then why didn't she stop drinking? "I want to call Niall." She pushes me off her lap and goes upstairs.  No she can't do that. I can't let her.

She is mine.