Walking Through Hell With Ms. Brooks

Chapter Three

Miss Brooks POV.

Oh my God I can't believe that just happened, I kissed one of my students. Not just any student, I kissed Dakota Grey. My top student, I can lose my job if anyone finds out. Oh my God my life is over. But even though I'm freaking out because this is all so wrong and bad, I still can't stop thinking about how good it felt. How it felt so right, I've never felt sparks in my heart before with just kissing someone. I felt something more with her. But it's wrong, even though Dakota is 18 she is still my student. I'm so screwed.

I woke up feeling good remembering the kiss I shared with Dakota yesterday. I got dressed and put on my make up realizing I was trying to actually look better. But why? Well I knew why but I shouldn't be doing this. It's wrong, and no matter how much I want her. I can't.
Pulling into the school I see her, she's talking to a girl, which in guessing to be her Bestfriend. I need to end what ever we have. We just can't do this.
My first hour of students went by with ease and I'm at the end of my second, remembering that my next class would be with Dakota. I also have my free hour with her, she has detention all week. I didn't want to do it to her but I won't have anyone disrespect me in my own class room. The bell ring and all my students hurried out the door, I stood waiting for my third hour class. I could see Dakota round the corner with that same girl from this morning, she isn't in my class so I don't know who she is. I felt I bit of jealousy in me. No, no Jessica you can't do this, you can't fall for your student. It's wrong. As I give myself a pep talk Dakota walks in my class. "Remember Dakota, you have detention with me after class." I was making sure she actually remembered. She smirked at me and I felt the heat in my face " Oh Miss Brooks I could never forget my time with you." She walked away after she winked at me. Oh my God she's flirting! I felt my heart flutter and race. God why am I falling for her? I haven't even had a relationship in about a year, my last girlfriend was a bitch that hurt me so bad... But now here is am fall in love with my student. No. No I'm not, I'm not letting this happen. No matter how much I want her.

Class is going well, I did a pop quizz so everyone is hard at work on it. Well everyone but Dakota, she finished five minutes after I gave it to her. She is so smart. It was 50/50. I would glance at her from time to time, but she was already looking at me. God I have to end this. Finally the bell ring, everyone but Dakota left for lunch. She started walking to me and I felt the heat rush back to my face, she sat next to me smailing. God her smile was so heavenly. " So Miss Brooks, about the quizz, how'd I do?" Did she seriously just ask me that? Not about the kiss but my quizz that she aced with flying colors. " Y- you did great o-o it. Everyone w-was right." I handed her paper to her letting her see for her self, I planned on doing it tomorrow and handing everyone's out. She looking at it like she already knew she had a perfect score. She was cocky. But in a cute way. Did I just really think that? She leaned closer bringing me out of my own thoughts. " Look Dakota about the kiss- " before I could finish she interrupted me. " I know what you're going to say, it was a mistake, that you don't care about me, it's wrong I got it." She looked like she was hurt, I just wanted to kiss her and make it all better. " Well in a way yes, but Dakota I do care about you, I just can't risk my job. I want to keep on with whatever we have but we cant. I'm so sorry..." She was thinking about what I said. " It's fine Miss Brooks, I'm use to it." What did she mean she was use to it? We had 40 minutes left together. " Why don't we play 20 questions, to help us get to know each other?" She just shrugged her shoulders. "I'll start, what's your whole name?" She looked like she wasn't going to answer, then finally she spoke " My name is Dakota Elizabeth Grey " Why does it sound so familiar? " That's a very beautiful name, your turn." I could tell she was blushing a bit at what I said, which made me smile. " Okay, so how old are you?" " I'm 23 actually. " " wow you are young." This made me laugh, I could really hear her accent the time, it was British. She's British. I love hearing her talk. She reminded me of Ed Sheeran. We made small talk for awhile, making me fall a little more for her. But I'll never let her know. I've already hurt her. I wanted to know about her home life, we had parent teacher night coming up soon. " So what about your parents?" She looked down Sadly "what about them?" "We'll you don't talk about them and seem very strong, so either they are the best supportive parents in the world, or you take care of yourself." She looked a bit in shock, I'm guessing one of my conclusions was right. I'm thinking the last one. She seemed nervous " No no they are in my life, just I... I just don't want to talk about it okay? Not with you, you don't want me so why should I tell you about my life!" She was slowly raising her voice. I felt so bad for hurting her but doesn't she understand what this could do to my career? She grabbed her bag and stormed out, I tried grabbing her hand but I wasn't fast enough. She was gone and I'm the reason she was fighting back the tears I could see running down her face...

Sorry this chapter is so short guys, I have pleurisy in my lung and am sick. I promise I'll write more very soon. Thinking for reading this loves!!