Without you

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One month later
Stiles
I'm laying in bed watching how i met your mother. I used to watch that with malia. She always told me not to continue without her otherwize she'd kill me. I actually believed that so i never watched without her in my arms. It took me a long time till i could actually watch it without her and i still have a horrible feeling in my stomach.

It feels weird not having her around and i noticed my dad thinks so too. Last night he almost asked why he hasn't seen her in a while but he stopped in time and remembered. I can tell he misses her and so do I.

Malia told me to move on but i just can't. I tried but when i see a girl all I see is not malia. Not malia's long wavey hair, not malia's distracting eyes, not malia's cute humor.

The summer is almost over and all i did is hang out with scott. Kira has a new boyfriend so scott is heartbroken as well. It's nice to have someone around who makes me forget about it for a while. But ever second of everyday i picture malia her to make me happy again.

Malia
Me and peter have been living in a house on the beach in malibu for a month now and it wasn't as bad as i expacted it. Cora and derek are here too. I guess all peter really wanted was a family.

Cora has been really nice to me and i told her everything about stiles. She was really helpfull and made me forget about stiles sometimes. She even coupled me to a boy. He's a nice guy but not really my type. Honestly i have kissed him and we made out a couple times. But that's just because i tried to get over stiles. Didn't work.

I still missed stiles, everyday. I miss his golden eyes, his cute smile, his inappropiate jokes. I missed everything about him and no boy could help me forget about that. I picture him in bed with another girl cuddeling up to him the way i used to do and him holding her the way i did.

When i left i took the cure and left the other one on scott's doorstep. I hope he found it. My romantic feelings for scott are gone but what's the point if i'm not even with my friends. I wanne go home. Sadly i can't.. I made a promise and i'm keeping it, because i found out peter is a werewolf but he's human too.

Jeremy
My dad has been asking a lot of questions that i can't answer. 'Where is she' is one of the many questions. I wish i knew the answer. I wish i could just go there and drag her home along her stubborn little head and get in a fight with her like we used to.

I haven't been talking to the 'pack' lately (or what's left of it) exept liam and mason. They came over a couple times but i just shut them out. I don't know why.

I feel bad so i tried to forget about her by sleeping with random girls and getting drunk. It feels good for a while but later i just feel more horrible.

I noticed this is killing my dad. Malia being gone, not knowing where she is, seeing me not being the person i used to be. My dad even started drinking again. Luckily i stopped him in time and he's fine. But i'm not.

Everyone missing mal😢

Lmao stiles' fasion for today is pyjamas

Sorry if i broke your heart

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