[last text] (Camren)

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CAMILA POV

The skype call ended kind off quick after "the incident".

Things just got awkward and I excused myself and said that my mom and dad was home and everything was fine.

Truth is, no one was home and I was scared as hell.

I wasn't sure if Shawn was planning coming back or not. I sure as hell didn't want him to.

I felt really bad for Lauren that she had to watch the things Shawn did to me. I still wasn't even sure why he ran away. I'm just glad he did.

I decided to turn some music on because I didn't want to feel lonely. So I connect my computer into my speakers and just started watching some old One Direction videos. I used to love them when I was younger but now I just listen to their old music when I feel kind of lost, like the time is running by you and you're just stuck in the same place.

LAUREN POV

I felt bad for Camila, I felt so damn bad for her.

After Shawn took off none of us knew what to say so everything became just very awkward.

I wanted Camila to know that the thing that just happened wasn't her fault. Even though he didn't came to the point that he actually raped her was kind of a relief.

Some people would probably think, well she wasn't actually raped so she should be happy.

Well maybe she was lucky this time, but just because he didn't stick his dick in her doesn't mean it didn't hurt! He hurt her mentally and physically.

I was so- I am so freaking mad! Because we doesn't live to hurt other people, we are here on the same mission, surviving. Why would you ever hurt someone when you're basically on the same team? It should not be 'the good guys' or 'the bad guys' it should just be 'the guys'.

Camz deserves to be treated better. Everyone deserves to be treated better.

The first thing asked when she came back to Skype when Shawn took off was 'Lauren?'. I just nodded and then she asked me if I were okay. Then I got mad but I tried hiding it as good I could, because she didn't need to think that I was mad at her. I absolutely wasn't, well I was mad but absolutely not at her.

I am mad, I am really pissed off, and I am sure as hell going to crush Shawn.

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