[last text] (Camren)

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[Lo❤️] Hey babe❤️

[Lo❤️] whats up?

[Camz😍] hi, nothing much. U?

[Lo❤️] nothing, I was just wondering if you wanna Skype?😊

[Camz😍] no

[Lo❤️] oh okay... Can I ask why?

[Camz😍] just not in the mood

[Lo❤️] babe please

[Camz😍] okay, Lauren stop! Don't 'babe please'! I'm not in the mood!!

CAMILA POV

I felt so embarrassed by what happens with Shawn that I didn't wan't to talk to Lauren or any of the other girls.

I felt like a shame and I felt so weak. Any other person would have been able to defend them self.

It also felt like I've been cheating on Lauren. I knew I hadn't, but I couldn't shake that weird feeling off..

I knew I had to break up with Lauren because she deserves the best, and I can't give that to her. I had to break up with her before I fell in love with her. That's also a reason why I tried to distance myself from Lauren.

I like her, a lot. I'm pretty sure that I'm already falling in love with her.

So I had to do this, soon.

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Why all this ot5/ot4 drama again... Seriously we're in a new era. And this era we need to show the girls and the world that we ARE the best fandom. That we are here for each other and support the girls. So cut this crap about Camila because we all know that she might made some mistakes.. But haven't we all? I sure as hell have done a lot of mistakes. So please, let's just be here for the girls. And don't forget, we are better together.

👆🏼see what I just did there.. With the better together thing😂😂 hahaha I'm so funny😂😂jk

See ya👋🏼