Started From A Fan page; Julian Jara

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•Brielle••

It is now 3am and Desiree and I just got back to the house, the party was over and everyone was sleeping. Desiree and I are sleeping in the master bedroom.

Desiree and I walk up the stairs, As soon as I enter the room I change into the extra clothes I brought.

I put on my loose dark grey shirt, I change into some comfortable black leggings, I slide on some socks and then I put my hair into a messy bun.

I walk out of the washroom and Desiree was already sleeping.. Of course she was.

I lay down beside her because we are sharing the master bed, I sit on my phone just checking social medias.

I had a pounding headache so I plug my phone in and walk quietly downstairs to the kitchen to go look for some Advil.

I'm looking through the cabinets and I drop something "Fuck" I mumble and continue pushing things aside.

I finally find some Advil and grab 4 out of the jar, 1 for now and 1 for later. Desiree will also wake up with a really bad hang over.

I begin running the water to fill up my cup and I hear footsteps, "You're still awake?" Julian asks "No I'm sleep walking, duh" I sass and he rolls his eyes.

I fill up the cup with water and set it on the counter and turn to face Julian.

I put the pill in my mouth and then chug some water, "You okay?" He asks "Just hung over" I laugh "I don't smoke but I did have some alcohol tonight" he shrugs.

"Well we are complete opposites" I laugh, "I did a good job on the hickey earlier" he laughs and I just shake my head and his comment.

"Don't even mention it" I laugh "Why? I'm very proud of it" he confidently says "So is that your first hickey?" He asks as I hop onto the counter.

"Yup" I reply "And first make out session?" He asks "Yes" I answer, "And first kiss?" He curiously asks "Uh.. How'd you?.." I begin "Geo" is all he says.

He walks right up to me, "Why'd you let me kiss you? You were saving it for the perfect guy" he states, I shrug.

"I was going to get you to stop after the first peck but I liked the way it felt" I shrug. "Do you like the way this feels?" He asks and begins leaving a trail of kisses down my neck. I close my eyes, I then feel his warm breath on my neck it sent shivers down my spine.

He just laughs at my reaction. "I don't want to give you another hickey" he laughs and I shrug "I wouldn't mind" I joke "Your brother would" he laughs.

"But you have no clue how bad I want to kiss you right now" he says, his faces inches apart from mine.

"Why don't you?" I curiously ask "Because I want you to want me as much as I want you" he replys "So you want me to beg for you?" I ask "Kinda" he smirks.

"Well guess what, That's not gonna happen" I sass and hop off of the counter and begin walking away but to be pulled back by Julian.

"Come with me" he says dragging me down into the basementx, "What are you doing?" I ask.

"I'm going to try to explain something to you okay?" He explains and I nod. "Okay you know those internet boys a lot of people fall for?" He asks and I nod.

"That was me for you, I've watched your broadcast many times, I could never watch when you were live because of all of my supporters would tell you I was there.. I know I sound weird but I just had to tell you" he shyly explains.

"Oh my god.. That's so cute" I say covering my mouth, "I feel the same about you.. But before this ever turns into something lets make sure we are both sober." I laugh causing him too laugh.

If only he knew about my fan page .. He would be amazed on how much I actually love him..

"I should probably go to sleep before Desiree wakes up" I shrug.

"5 more minutes?" He asks and then I sit beside him, he just looks at me "What?" I ask "Nothing you're just perfect" he smiles and bits his lip.

I just blush and look away. "Now I want to kiss you more stop being so cute" he laughs.

"Well I'm not ever going to beg for you so we will see who will win this little argument" I smirk and get up..

I have to leave in the morning, I never thought I would have a chance with him.. I can't have a repeat of Kaleb.

I'll wake up before everyone else but Desiree because she's my running away buddie.

I'm too scared to fall for someone again...

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