What You Need.

Apologizing With Benefits.

2 months later ....

(A/N: btw .. The little dance hasn't started yet ... But it will ^_^)

Natalie's POV

After the whole incident with Jacob.. I haven't talked to him since then... And that was 2 months ago. Literally without us talking at all. I cried for about a week when that happened all because,

• Jacob said that the child i'm carrying may not be his

• He hit me... AGAIN

• These stupid pregnancy hormones..

I'm 2 months pregnant by the way ... I'll be 3 in the next week. I haven't been stressing much or anything so that's good at least. And I have a baby bump .. Its a little huge but I don't think it shows. Or at least I hope.

Right now I was crying like my life depended on it. I don't know why I'm crying this hard. 80% of pregnancy hormones... 10% of missing Jacob ... And Chres..

Yes I miss Chres. But I haven't really talked to him along with Jacob. Actually... I haven't really talked to anybody lately but Angel, and my sister.

I sometimes ignore my parents and mostly stay in my room. Mainly because my hormones want nothing to do with them.

I laughed at my thoughts.

I started flickering through channels and stopped at Family Guy. Which was a re'run of Stewie trying to kill Louis. I rolled my eyes and changed to the movie channels.

As I stopped on one of my favorite movies of ALL times. Bride of Chucky ^_^ . I just live that movie.

Soon Shay had busted through my door. She noticed that I was watching a movie.

"Ooohhh Nana can I watch pleaseee.?!" She asked jumping up and down on the floor. We were the inly ones home. So she must be bored.

"I don't want you to get scared of dolls." I giggled. She shrugged. "Alright come on." I said as she cheesed and hopped into my bed and got under the covers with me.

We just sat there staring blankly at the TV like it was nothing. That was until the doorbell broke my stare away from it. I groaned in frustration and got up.

"I'll be back up in a minute, Shay." I said walkig towards my door.

"Kay.." She replied. I went downstairs.

"Who is it?" I asked walking up to the fromt door and unlocked it. I opened it and saw who it was.

"What are you doing here, Jacob?" I said irritated.

"Look, I just wanna talk things out and apologize." He said sincerely.

"Talk things out? Talk about what? Theres nothing to talk about when it comes between me and you." I said in a bit of a high tone.

"I just wanna work things out , Natalie!" He said.

"Theres nothing to work out Jacob!!" I said raising my voice.

"Don't raise your fucking voice at me Natalie."

"Or what ?! You gonna hit me again?! Huh?!" I yelled at him.

And that was exactly what he did.

His backhand came in contact with my fave and I fell to the floor.

I held my cheek in agonizing pain. He slapped me harder than he ever has before..

Jacob's POV

When she fell to the floor she held her cheek and looked up at me in fear. My anger was out of hands at this moment.

"And to think I came here to apologize to your sorry ass!" I yelled at her. She kept her eyes of fear on me as I huffed and puffed out of anger. I was NOT having this shit.

I looked around to calm myself down only to notice Shay standing on the stairway with wide eyes looking at Natalie then back at me.

My eyes widened. Shit! now I've really fucked up.. Big time!

She started to come down the stairs but backed up as I started to come towards her. I got closer and she ran past me, running to Natalie.

I turned around to see Shay kneeling down at Natalie.

"Nana! Are yew okay?!" Shay asked.

Natalie got up and stood up.

"I'm fine, Shay.." Natalie said still holding her cheek.

"No your not! Nana your cheek is wed!!" Shay screamed.

"Shay... Just go back upstairs.." Natalie said calmly. Shay glanced at me and her fave was not looking so innocent. She walked up to me and looked up at me.

"YEW DID DIS TO NANA!" She yelled pointing up at me.

I opened my mouth to say something but I mean... what can I do.. She's 4. Before I could get my words out,

"Shay! Go upstairs!" Natalie semi yelled. She glanced at Natalie and back up at me.

"This is for hurting my sisser!" She said as I raised an eyebrow. She raised her arm and took her full blown fist right to my manhood.

And I mean with ONE hit for a Four year old she punched me really hard! Once I clutched my manhood in pain and fell to the floor she slapped me across my face. WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK ?!?!

I mean like a four year old..... a fucking FOUR YEAR OLD just punched me in my manhood and slapped the shit out of my with that tinay ass hand of hers! She got the hands of a twelve year old, bruh!

I groaned in pain and tried to get up. Luckily I had the strength TO get up . -.- And once I did I got another blow to my fucking face.I stumbled back as I looked over and saw Natalie angry as hell. My anger took over once again.

I took her arms and pushed her against the door. We both looked at each other angerily. There was nothing I could do to her. Considering the fact that she's with child.

It was never my intention to hit her in the first place at all.. At this point.. We were so angry that we had tears trickleing down our cheeks.

I knew this wasn't the time. Not the time at all.. But I couldn't stop myself at the moment. I leaned in.

"Nana! Are you okay?!?!" Shay screamed from upstairs.

"Shay... Just stay in my room and watch TV .... I'm fine." Natalie yelled back and kept her eyes on me.

I leaned in closer to her face and pushed my lips against hers. Thats when eveything blew over.

~3o Minutes later..~

"That was amazing..." Natalie said laying on my chest and breathing heavily. I held her close to me like she was the last thing I'd ever see on this earth.

"I'm sorry.. and I mean it. It was never my intention to come over here, argue with you, hit you, and to have the rest of this happen." I said

"Well look where we're at now.." Natalie said then giggled. I chuckled.

"I love you Natalie. And I'm sorry..." I apologized.

"I love you too, Jacob. And it's okay.."Natalie said.

I sighed at the fact of knowing it wasn't okay to her. I knew she was afraid it was gonna happen again... Thats why after I leave from here.. I'm distancing myself from her for a while. Until things ware off at least ....