Everything is lonely

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I woke up to my alarm buzzing at me. I slapped the snooze button and rolled out of bed. 6:30am. Back to school after a long weekend. Back to my group of friends at Sakura high school.

I'm not the one to boast, but I'm pretty popular at school. All the boys loved me, all the girls wanted to be my friend. But now, I just want to be alone. Away from all of this drama.

I want to escape from the world. Find my mum and dad. Be with them again, like I used to. But I know that's impossible, not till the day I die.

Just thinking about what happened now gives me a mix of emotions. Sadness and anger.

I want to kill the people who did this. Kill the godfather, the leader of the crime. I wanted to kill all of them. I want revenge...

After processing all of that in my head, I looked up to the clock to find it was 7 already! "Shit!" I yelled and jumped up fron the floor. I hurridly got dressed and brushed my teeth before hurrying down the stairs, whist trying to get my coat on.

I stopped by the kitchen to say goodbye when Satoshi's mum stopped me. "(Y/N)~Chan you should really have some breakfast." She said sympathetically whilst handing me an apple and a breakfast bar.

"Thanks..." I said and grabbed my bag before heading out the door. Luckily, Satoshi had already left. That was good as I didn't want to see his face yet.

I picked up pace, otherwise I wasn't going to make it on time. I looked down into my palm, where the apple and breakfast bar had been stuffed into it. I hadn't eaten since that night, and I still wasn't hungry.

When I got to the next bin I chucked them in it. I wasn't going to eat them any time soon.

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I got too school with 5 minutes to spare. I quickly rushed to my locker and got my books out for today. Boring lessons. I stood by, hoping a certain someone would walk by. And sure enough, there he was.

Senpai. Ughhh he's so dreamy! I shut my locker and put my back against it. Why is he so perfect! He is the main reason I go to school everyday.

I heard the bell chime, and hurried off to lesson, no sign of Satoshi yet. I hurried in and sat down, preparing myself for the lesson.

This was gonna be a longggg half hour. I sat down, cross legged at the table. I lent my head on my palms, thinking about the past few days and how messed up they had been.

I don't think I can ever be happy again. Just thinking about how happy I used to be makes me feel sick. Over the past few days, I've grown cold and distant. I've turned my old personality on it's head.

I was awoken from my dream-land when a note hit me. I looked around before opening it up. It read:

Hey (Y/N)~Sama,
We heard about your parents we are so sorry.
You still up to eat with us at lunch?
Love from
The girls xx

I sighed. My friends. So happy and bubbly. I was no longer part of their personality. I scribbled a quick reply then chucked it back.

There was only one way I could be happy now. And that was to get revenge...

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At lunch, I sat at the table with my group of friends. At first, they all looked at me like I was a homeless dog. "Are you okay (Y/N)~Sama?" One girl piped up.

"Of course I'm not fucking okay." I spat back. I began to regret my tone but it was a bit of a stupid question. They all looked at each other, then they all piled themselves ontop of me, hugging me.

I sighed. "Get off me." I said calmly, pussing them all off. "(Y/N)~Sama, I-I made you a bento box." One girl said, placing a pretty box in my hands.

"Oh um, thanks, I'll... eat it later, I'm not hungry right now. Excuse me for a moment." I bowed politely then rushed off, out of the cafeteria. This was all too much.

I ran to the toliets, where I let some tears slide. I looked down at the box in my hands. One bite won't hurt, right? I opened the lid, and saw well presented bento. I picked up a piece, inspected it and then popped it into my mouth.

I loved it, but for some reason, I couldn't keep it down. I rushed into a cubical, and threw the only thing left in me backup.

After that, they sent me home. I was kinda glad to get away fron everything for a little while. I had nothing to do but sit there.

I got so bored that I thought of my plan. I thought of ways to revenge my parents. A way to make me happy again...

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