Warning ~ this chapter contains sensitive topics of self harm and thought of suicide. I will put a warning when it is about to start so if you like, you may skip it. Thank you ☆
I sat there, waiting. Time went so slowly. And all I could think about was anger, sadness, anger, sadness. It was messing with my head. I could hear voices in my head.
The voices were driving me insane. They were telling me to do it. It didn't seem like a bad idea. I zipped open my pencil case and peered inside.
☆Warning: it begins now ☆
I picked my desired objects up in my hands. It was my choice. People say it doesn't hurt.
I slid the metal across my wrist. I flinched in pain, but then it was over. I did it again. And again. And again until finally it didn't hurt any more. All that was left was the blood and the scars.
All I want right now is to leave this world. So I wouldn't feel alone. So I wouldn't feel sad. So I wouldn't feel pain. So I could see them again. I want to leave.
☆Depressing bit over☆
Satoshi returned home an hour later. I had gotten changed into a long sleeved shirt to hide my arm. When he came in, he knocked on my door again. "(Y/N)~Chan, may I come in?"
I made a slight noise and he entered, a boquet of flowers in his arms. "I heard you went home sick so I bought you some flowers. How are you feeling?"
He handed them over to me and I put them on the side. "Shit." I replied, hiding the scissors under my pillow. He saw right through me.
"(Y/N)~Chan your not okay are you."
"No shit sherlock."
"Hmph, I'll leave you alone." He said and exited out my room, not shutting the door behind him.
"SHUT THE DOOORRRR!" I yelled after him. That is my pet peev.
I didn't eat dinner that night, so I went to bed early, praying tomorrow would be a better day. Because if not, I don't know what I'd do.
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okay so this was a very short chapter.
But, I wanted to say something.
Self harm is horrible. And I hate to see people do it. It brings me to tears. So if you are thinking about concidering doing it, don't. Think about all the people that care for you. Just because you see other people do it, doesn't mean you should. I want to stop this but unfortunately I can't. Reach out to those who do it. Tell them YOU care. Because hopefully if we reunite we can stop this. Thank you ☆
Love from
Rosie senpai ♡
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