Everything is different

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After a while of crying into Satoshi's arms he finally spoke up again. "(Y/N), w-what happened?" He looked at me, tears almost forming in his eyes. He glanced down to see my bag which puzzled him.

"S-satoshi...Ma-mafia...Mum and Dad...d-d-dead..." and with only those words I could force out of me, I burst into tears again. He looked at me shocked. "But why? Who would do such a thing?" He questioned the sobbing me.

"I don't k-k-know. All I k-know is I-I have n-no wh-here to st-stay." I said, trying to talk through sniffling and sobs. "Oh (Y/N), this is terrible. Well I guess you could... you could.." he said, trying to get the last words out.

"Spit it out." I said coldly, wiping away the tears that were streaked down my face. My mascara had ran down my face, now I was wishing I hadn't worn it or worn waterproof.

"You could live with us?" He winced as though I was going to hit him, but insted I hugged him. "Thank you." I whispered into his ear.

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The next hour dragged on. You trecked back to Satoshi's house (more like you walked half the way and got piggybacked by Satoshi the other half) and then Satoshi told his parents all about what happened. They said I was welcome to stay.

They called the police. Some of them came to question me, the others went to my house. They brought over my left over stuff as well. The police question me but could not link anyone to the crime. They went and we were free to live.

Luckily, last weekend, Satoshi's older sister went to Uni, so I got her old room. I made myself comfortable then slopped down on the bed. I glanced over to the clock, sighing. It was 1:28 am, I should probably sleep. I got changed but before I could close the door, Satoshi came over.

"You hanging in there?" He asked softly, his figure leaning against the door frame. "I guess so. But how am I supposed to be okay when my parents have just been murdered." I replied coldly.

"Oh, I get it (Y/N)-chan, you need some space. Goodnight." He said and he closed the door for me. I sighed and got into bed, pulling the covers over my head.

That's when the reality hit me hard. And it wasn't nice. I cried hard. I didn't stop crying for a soild thirty minutes until I fell asleep. But then, it still wasn't over. I watched, replayed, my mum and dad getting killed, over, and over, and over, and over. It was torture.

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I woke up the next morning to break free of the torture. I couldn't sleep for long, I couldn't bere the torture anymore. It was 7:33 am. "Ughh." I muttered. I had a splitting headache and my mouth tasted horrible.

I went to the bathroom and rinsed my mouth out before heading downstairs. I entered the dining room where Satoshi and his parents stood, worried. "Morning (Y/N)~Chan!" They chorsed. Eww cringe. I mentally just killed myself.

"Morning." I replied back, trying to sound cheerful but it didn't work. They all look at me like they knew what I was going through. Like they felt sorry for me. I saw right through that.

I sat down at the table, where a fresh stack of pancakes lay there for me. My favourite. But today, I wasn't hungry. I picked at it but couldn't eat much. I apologised and told them I wasn't hungry, then rushed to my room.

I sat there staring at a wall. I felt like throwing up, but there was nothing in me. I felt like crying, but there were no tears left. What am I supposed to do?

I reached for my phone that was on the side. I turned it on and unlocked it and went to the camera roll. I looked through all of the photos. The photos of me and my parents. The photos where I was happy. It would never be the same. Because they are gone, and so is my happiness...

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I sat there for a while, questioning things when I heard a knock at my door. "(Y/N)~chan? Can I come in?" It was Satoshi. One part of you was saying no but the other half was saying yes, so you decided to.

"Sure." You muttered. He opened the door smiling at me, but when I didn't return it, he stopped. He closed the door behind him and sat on the bed next to me. "What do you want?" I asked coldly.

"I don't like any of this. I miss the ild you. The happy you." He said, grabbing hold of my hand.

I quickly pulled my hand out of his grasp. "So you think I don't? WELL GUESS WHAT SATOSHI, I MISS MY PARENTS, IT'S NOT ALL ABOUT WHAT YOU WANT!" I lashed out at him glaring at him.

He looked at you shocked, before getting up, and exiting my room. I threw a pillow across the room. I couldnt believe him. Self centered bitch. I started to feel a little bit of regret but pushed it away.

No. He's the one in the wrong. He shouldn't have said that. And because of that incident and me not being hungry, I stayed in my room for the rest of the day. I had school tomorrow. And I was NOT looking forward to it.

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Hellluuuuuu!
So yay I updated again. I'm pretty proud of myself.
Because it's easter, the next to weeks I shoulddd, update everyday, and if it's still not finished by then, hopefully I'll update every Tuesday and Thursday!
Thanks for reading!
Boobaibaibooo!
Rosie~Senpai ♡

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