The Insane Are Just As Sain(black Butler Fan-fic)

memories of pain

I just sat there again, in front of the large mirror, stroking my tail absent-mindedly. My ears twitched at every move and breath keeping me in edge. All I could do was be amazed at the new body parts given, I was a freak.

As I was thinking, the voices, decided now aas the time for a visit. My mind was crowded with voices of all kinds, all having a bitter sound. Like if they woke up on the wrong side of the bed and didn't have their coffee that morning.

I was trying so very hard not to listen to them and to try and get them away, but it's like they were moths, and I was the light. They stuck to me like glue as I grabbed and squeezed my tail, and that hurt, must be sensitive.

I grabbed at my ears in my head and pulled them down, but to my luck, it didn't work. They just got louder and louder and louder, "STOP IT, STOP TALKING!!!!! JUST STOP please!!!"

I screamed so loud I could have sworn that the glass would break, and it cracked.

When I heard the crack, the voices cesed, "what?!", I quickly got up stumbling from the blood circulation that was cut off from me sitting.

I quickly stumbled over to the crack and poked it. a peice of glass was on the floor, so it left a jagged whole shape in the wall of cracked glass.

I touched, and ran my finger down a jagged piece and watched as the crimson dropped down my Palm. What a disgusting sight.

I have had enough of looking at my own blood, it's sickening in both ways.

I looked at my arms and legs, all had holes from previous experiments taken on me.

I sighed shakily as I grabbed onto that peice and gripped it as hard as I could, trying to hide the whimper that was begging to come from the back of my throat.

"Why did they have to pick me? They could have chosen someone else, but why me? Oh right, they saw me, by my parents side, but they were dead."

I forgot the rest, but I can never forget the moment that officially changed my life forever. The day my parents died in front of me.

Flash back-_-this might be sad

"Mommy, daddy?!!!" I cheered as my mom had finally come home, but with a surprise. "DADDY!!! YOUR HOME!!!" I screached, running towards him with all the speed I could muster. Jumping in his arms as I lept from the floor he spun me around before bringing me in for a loving hug.

"I missed you so much my little cinnamon bun!!!" He said and muzzled my nose while I giggled and kissed his nose.

He put my little form down, my little white dress with a Navy blue bow around the waist line flowing as I ran up to my mom, hugging her as best as I could withought crushing my soon to be new brother. Yes, my mom was pregnant, I think she was on her 8th month, that ment I only had one more month to go through before I would have my very own younger brother to care for and love.

She chuckled and hugged me with one hand while the other held her watermelon of a stomach. At first they teased me and said she swallowed a watermelon seed and It was growing in her stomach. And that made me freak out so much, until they told me the truth and that made me overjoyed.

" hey daddy? Why are you home so early, I thought you were in the navy?" I asked stroking my blond hair as I asked him.

Who says I couldn't come here and take a small vacation with my two favorite girls, her said but the en bent down to mom's stomach and said. " and my little boy" he pulled mom by his side and I hugged him so it was a group hug.

But when they kissed, I went "ew, germs" but they both laughed and bent down, kissing my forehead.

"How would you like to go on one of the ships and sail around? Don't that sound fun to you?" My dad asked me patting my head and ruffling my hair.