The Insane Are Just As Sain(black Butler Fan-fic)

curiosity of blue

I awoke with a slight groan and multiple bones popping and cracking. Again, i was laying in my own blood, but, something wasn't right. I then screamed as the thoughts of the even that took place flooded my thoughts. "someone? cared about me?" i mumbled, a tear running down my yellow eye, it dimmed a bit, making it seem lifeless almost. "i thought that the big man said that was never possible?" i said in a voice that could break any persons heart, and also send shivers down their spines.

that man, that man, THAT MAN!!! why did he have to be such and IDIOT?!! he's now a dead man because of me, he died beside me, and promised to make sure they get dragged down to hell. but he's still dead, and i can't express the guilt that i am feeling.

i wouldn't move, wouldn't talk, wouldn't cry, hardly breath, or blink. all i did was twitch occasionally ever since that day. they would still do test, but they would now do it in my personal prison since many of the paitients would ask curious questions about me.

My life sucks, no one to see, no one to talk too, no one who understands what it means to suffer like I do.

Help me

I'm going to die soon I know it.

But why the hell would anyone want to help a freak like me?

I'm surely pathetic arn't I, can't even speak my own name anymore, I mean, how would you be able to speak when everyone that has been broken frome your heart? Also breaks your will to speak, making your voice crumble up into specks of dust floating in the wind?

I sit here again, but this time it's different.

My tails thump on the ground repeatedly as my eyes stared at the mysterious object in the corner of the large window.

My long tattered albino hair, swept and payed across my yellow sunset eye. Leaving only my dull, deep, forest green eyes to try and catch a full glimpse at the mystery on the other side. My ears twitched slightly at the sight of it.

Tattered clothes and all, I struggled.

It had been months since I had stood, or even crawled. So just being able to sit on the heals of my feet was a bonus.

I crawled very slowly toward the thing, getting more curious vibes from it.

Closer.

Closer.

Just a little more.

One more step.

......finally.

I used the rim of the now fixed window, and tryed pulling myself up.

Key word, tryed

I just couldn't do it, the object seemed to mock me, or it was just my medicine I took this morning. It looked so wierd like nothing I've seen before.

It had a shiny tint with the dim light bulb in the room. The color looked that of the midnight sky, a dark blue. It reminded me of that horrid day, the sea so dark you could see nothing beyond the surface of the rushing waves, crashing against everything in its path with mighty force.

I had to get it. But how?

I struggled and shook as I pushed myself up right, finally.

I started thinking of a strategy to get ahold of the silky string. I had to, I needed to.

I just don't know why

I suddenly smiled, a mischievous smile.

I walked up to the door that was the crazy men's entrenc way.

I then thought of the multiple ways I could skin that ultra crazy boss man alive for what he had done to the poor man.

And it worked. My fingers were now sharp claws.

I looked at the lock and started picking at the rust and chains. I then, in less than the time you could blink, slashed the lock with ultimate power. Not even making a sound as the locks pieces scattered across the padded ground, making it imposible to hear, for a human.

The door slid open as I used the wall for walking support. I inched my way over to the ocean string not even caring about my surroundings. My only focused was the ocean string.

In a fit of adrenaline, I pounced to the string, grabbing it from its former place in the crack of the window.

It slipped through my fingers as I played with the strange silky smooth object.

Outside of my cell.

" well, well, well, what do we have here, young lord?" An unfamiliar voice spoke, as everything turned black, the only thing I saw, was the same deep blue ocean eye, the same color as the ribbon.