The Insane Are Just As Sain(black Butler Fan-fic)

breakfast with earl phantomhive

I picked out everything on the table, grabbing ham, eggs, pancakes, french toast, bacon, and biscuits(I don't know what people in the olden days had for breakfast, so, I didn't bother looking it up) and especially syrup. Ciel chuckled at my actions, watching as I lined my plate with hunger in my eyes. Sebastian watched in amusement as my tails swayed furiously, and my ears were straight and unmoving, only when major noise would be herd.
After I sat back down, Sebastian poored ciel some of this liquid, and then he poored some for me too, "this is earl grey tea, one of my young masters favorites." Sebastian said smiling genuinely. I nodded my head and said " w-well, then I think-k that it will b-be delightful then!"I said smiling before taking a bite of the delicious french toast, but also with great hesitation, after all, I never had a decent meal in years.
" so mrs. Jackie-" "Just Jackie please, no formalities." I interrupted, smiling as I swallowed the amazing food. "Ok then Jackie, I want to ask you a few questions, is that ok?" Ciel asked, I nodded not wanting to speak with food in my mouth. "So, first off, why were you in that hospital?" Ciel said, "don't you mean hell?" I mumbled with my head down, my eyes burning at the unpleasant memories from that place. " exuse me? Jackie I couldn't hear you." Ciel said, taking notice of Sebastian's current smirk. "Oh, it's nothing, and to answer your question. I wasn't in that damn 'hospital' cause I wanted to, it be better off to call it hell. I replied, my eye twitching as I stuffed another piece of food in my mouth.
"Well then, if you don't mind me asking, what did they do to you there?" Ciel asked, hitting a sensitive subject. But I still went with it. "Torture, every day, every hour, every minute, every second, well, baby not minutes or seconds, just hours and days. Every day, treatments, testing, experiments, starvation, pain suffering, honestly, it was draining almost every inch of my sanity." I said, going to take another bite, but when I brought the fork up to my mouth, there was nothing on it. I looked to my plate to see all that food gone. But my hunger was not, "oh, Well, what kind of treatment was there?" Ciel asked, giving me a sorrowful look, but only for a second. "Oh, um, hold on, let me list these off real quick. Shock therapy, drowning, injection of strange unknown liquids, pain durability testing, they also did this one were they took all the air put of my little prison room and left me there for a solid 1 hour." I just kept naming off horrid test that have been done on me. Each being named off bluntly like it was no big deal, but I was suffering on the inside, I hated what is had become because of these things.
It seemed as if ciels eyes would widen each treatment that was stated. "Um, that's enough, I just have a few more questions for you." Ciel exclaimed, waiting for me to grav more food, I don't think I've taken a sip of the tea yet. "Sure go ahead and shoot." I said eating another bite. "How would they treat you in the facility?" He asked me, "like shit." I answered, "more specific if you can?" He ushered me to continue. "Oh, they slapped me, shot me, burned me, shocked me, and beat me any way they could, and after I got my tails and ears, they would pull on those too." I said taking yet and other bite.
"Ok then, next question is, how many years were you there?" "Um, I don't know, I lost count?" I answered, rubbing the back of my head sheepishly. "Oh, well, I guess that means you've been there a long time?" Ciel said thinking. "Um, last question, how were you forced to go there?" Currently, I was drinking the tea, and when I heard the question, I choked. I set the tea down and coughed, holding my throat as the hot tea drakes down my throat. Sebastian quickly took action as ciel stood up in panic(at the disco).
Sebastian rubbed my back as i coughed, tears pooring out of my eyes. "Mey-rin, could you please go and get some water from the kitchen, quickly!" Sebastian ordered more than questioned. "Y-yes sir!" Mey-rin said, running to get some water. She soon came back and before she got to us, she tripped and the water started to poor out, but Sebastian's eyes turned to slit's with a mesmerizing pink color and he saved the water and hade it to me. I slowly drank some of the water. The cold liquid ran down my throat cooling the raging fire within it. I sighed and panted, after putting the cup down.
"I'm sorry about that episode, but that is a sensitive subject." I said weakly, my throat getting tired and dying out some. "Oh, I see, I will ask you another time then?" Ciel asked earning a slight nod. " I liked the tea though." I said, chuckling before coughing a bit more. "I'm glad you did, but I gesso that I should go let you explore the manor. If you need me, I'll be in my studie, ask one of the servents where my room is if you so need me."Ciel said, walking out Sebastian following his trail behind him, and before they walked out, ciel gave me one last look before officially leaving the room.
Mey-rin ran towards me, and managed to knock me over and out the chair in a breathtaking hug. Literally, breathtaking, it was really tight. "Oh my, I'm so sorry Jackie, I didn't know that you lived that sad of a life, no I didn't!" She cried out. "I-its fine really, after all, I'm not there anymore right?" I said, trying to reasure her. "Ok, whatever you say Jackie. Oh, so you want to meet the rest of the phantomhive servents?!" Mey-rin asked excitedly. I smiled and nodded, letting her help me up.

Well, this oughta be interesting.