mona pov
mona-*we got out of the van and walked over to everyone.i grabbed a cup and chugged it down.then i chugged four more after that.*
dwayne-slow down girl.
mona-im fine d.
derek-yea shes fine d.*he wrapped his arm around my shoulder while i chugged another cup and grabbed another one.i felt the buzz in my head.i smiled and walked over to derek.he picked me up and walked me closer to the fire.i sat on his lap and he kissed all over my neck.i looked around and i saw all the girls kissing the boys while touching all over their chests down to the bulges of their pants.i smiled and kissed derek kind of heatedly.he smiled in the kiss and i moaned on his lips.he bit my lip and smiled at me.he made me get up then he got up.he grabbed my hand and we danced to some songs.he never let my waist go and i downed 3 more cups.after like 5 songs he pulled me towards a hotel that was near the beach.i didnt hear the music anymore.he opened a door and it was dark with just a bed,a dresser,two end tables with lamps on the sides of the bed and a mirror in front of the bed.he turned me to him and kissed me passionately.i wrapped my arms around his neck.he pulled me closer and picked me up by my thighs.i gripped his shoulders and he laid me on the bed.i took his shirt off and he kissed my neck sucking on it lightly.i bit my lip trying desperately to hold back the moans that were coming to my mouth.he pulled my dress over my head and ran his hands all over my body.i bit my lip and pulled him to kiss me.i undid his pants and pushed them off of him.i crawled on top of him and held him down while biting his lips.his eyes flickered from my face to my bra then back at my face.i smiled and reached behind my back and took it off letting it slowly slide down my arms.he bit his lip and kissed all over my chest.i ran my hands through his hair smiling.he pulled away and kissed my lips while laying me on the bed.he pulled my panties off and then he pulled his boxers off.he kissed me passionately and lifted my legs around his waist.he was about to enter me when the door opened.*
******-GET OFF OF HER!*he was pushed off of me.i got up and grabbed my clothes.i put my dress and heels on.i turned to the person and it was jesse.he punched derek in the face and grabbed my wrist pulling me out of the room like i was a fucking child.i pulled my wrist out of his hand and walked to his car.i got in the passenger seat and put my panties on it the car.he got in the drivers seat and drove away from the party.*are you crazy?whats wrong with you mo?*i rolled my eyes and looked out the window.*bae look at me.*i looked at him.*whats up with you?you never been like that before and your drunk off your ass.
mona-jess i have a headache stop talking.
jesse-no.*he parked the car and i looked out the window.it wasnt my house,*
mona-i have to go home.
jesse-not in your state.*he picked me up bridal style and walked up a bunch of stairs to lay me in a bed.*
mona-jesse.*he looked at me.i kind of purred at him.*
jesse-yes?
mona-i want you.*i sat up and wrapped my arms around him.*
jesse-mo you dont want me.your horny and drunk.go to bed.*i shook my head and kissed him softly.he kissed me back and wrapped his arms around my waist.he pulled away and looked at the floor.*
mona-you love me just as much as i love you.
jesse-you dont love me.especially not when you were so willing to fuck some other dude.
mona-i dont want him jess.i love you too much.
jesse-theres no such thing.
mona-when you care or love someone more than yourself then you love them too much.
jesse-you dont mean it.*i huffed.*
mona-your not in my heart or mind.
jesse-you pushed me so far away that i dont know what to do to get you to tell me the truth.
mona-heres the truth i loved you when we were together because you was different from sean.when you left me with a fucking sketchy ass note i cried myself to sleep for 2 months straight because i didnt know what happened to you or if i would see you again.when i finally had no more tears left i met vanessa and she became my friend.then i saw them and i wanted to have them as friends so that way i can feel important and not a fucking goody goody because thats not me.then i see you come home and now you want to come and pick up where we left of.things have changed especially when i got this.*i lifted my dress to reveal my belly ring.he sighed while shaking his head.*things have changed.i grew up.
jesse-and so have i.
mona-ive grown without you and i didnt want that to happen.i wanted you to be mines forever well as long as possible.
jesse-you still have my heart mo.i went to rehab to be a better man for you.those guys arent good for you especially that dude that you almost fucked.*i sighed and shook my head.*mona how long have i been getting tattoos?
mona-before we dated and while we were dating.
jesse-have i ever made you put something on your body?*i shook my head.*have i ever pressured you into sex?*i shook my head.*
mona-he didnt either.
jesse-i saw him.he led you to that fucking room.you was and are drunk off your ass.hes sober as can be.he took advantage of you mo.
mona-jesse leave.
jesse-you need to hear this.he wants to fuck you and leave.
mona-so do you.all men want to do that.
jesse-i dont want to leave you mo.as much as you shut me out i should say fuck you but since i love you i wont give up on you.
mona-ok.*i took my dress off and laid on the bed.i pulled the covers over my body.jesse sighed and walked downstairs.thats when the tears fell silently down my face.i hate that he still affects me after its been a whole year.i sighed and went to sleep.*
thats jesse>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
in the external link mona is wearing lyric,ashley is wearing mya,cassie is wearing nicole and jamina is wearing chanel.
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